saturn1

the days and nights have ceased with their cycle... it's all one big blob of time and i'm not sure i know what is what anymore?

i was walking around my kitchen in circles today, for no particular reason. ok, well, i was looking for the salt and pepper but i didn't even realize i had been walking around in circles until i'd been doing it for a few minutes and then i forgot why i was even doing it. then i realized why and it took me a good minute and half to think about where the salt and pepper would be. i would say that the whole retrieving the salt and pepper and actually putting it on my food took about 10 minutes {no exaggeration} and i had to reheat my food.

know what that's called?

exhaustion! and i have a month left!
but, at least i knew EVERYTHING on my 20th century art exam. the hypothetical question was about curating a show featuring klimt. I LOVE KLIMT. so i think i saved any failed slide identifications with my klimt ramblings... but it was all about expressionism and i those fuckers! so yea. i knew most of it. that makes me feel good.

why is everyone grey? i still haven't fully recovered from john disappearing. can someone fix this?

so, this guy at my work wants to take me out to dinner. i don't know if i should accept or not. my judgment seems to be poor as far as men and work are concerned. he is 32, decent {well, i have my doubts, but he's always respected me and the other women i've seen him interact with} and i could snuggle with him this winter? i'm not sure i get through one more fucking cold michigan winter with an empty bed and no sleep and no sex and no spooning. i need to spoon on a semi-regular basis, gawdamnit.


i have, like, 23 of you to reply to. i will.