every star on my body has a name attached to it. sometimes i get tired of adding them.
i realized that i am starting to hate tattoos on people. not that they aren't beautiful and i don't love them still. but a part of me is starting to associate more pain with scars and tattoos than good things. it's a long story. & it'll pass, i'm sure.
jesus. i feel like someone took my guts out and beat the shit out them and then put them back in. i have no idea why. the theory is that i should not have tried to not sleep, work close to 24 hours, drink lots of vodka, get tattooed and go to a concert and barely eat in a 36 hour timespan. i do this a lot though? maybe the bartender slipped cheap vodka in the drinks?
the atmosphere show was good. better than good, but my descriptions of my experiences with music have never sufficed. it was nice to be surrounded by people i love with music i love with people who returned the love. love schmove.
i am behind on work and not motivated to do any of it. i'll do it. but i would really rather eat and talk with friends and sleep.
i don't much like mtv... but im glad that johnny got to see that his music is just as important today as it was in the past before he died.
i realized that i am starting to hate tattoos on people. not that they aren't beautiful and i don't love them still. but a part of me is starting to associate more pain with scars and tattoos than good things. it's a long story. & it'll pass, i'm sure.
jesus. i feel like someone took my guts out and beat the shit out them and then put them back in. i have no idea why. the theory is that i should not have tried to not sleep, work close to 24 hours, drink lots of vodka, get tattooed and go to a concert and barely eat in a 36 hour timespan. i do this a lot though? maybe the bartender slipped cheap vodka in the drinks?
the atmosphere show was good. better than good, but my descriptions of my experiences with music have never sufficed. it was nice to be surrounded by people i love with music i love with people who returned the love. love schmove.
i am behind on work and not motivated to do any of it. i'll do it. but i would really rather eat and talk with friends and sleep.
i don't much like mtv... but im glad that johnny got to see that his music is just as important today as it was in the past before he died.
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i am convinced we are always on the same topic of convo...
so i have decided im coming to shimmy up to you in december...i have a whole month off school!
jurnal thought
1) tattoos are meant to scar you...something about associating your past or your present with tattoos makes them authentic...not cheap like the hooker who gets a fairy above her ass...so in my mind they are as healthy as you might ever get..
2) sleeping you can do when you are dead...keep the engine fueled with lots of alcohol is necessary (this coming from a straightedge girl!)
3) motivation comes and goes...don't beat yourself up about it!