apparently breaking up with someone is enough to make them distrustful of all women and hateful.
or maybe that's someone trying to put all the blame for a relationship that didn't work on me. i think it's the latter, but either way i'm so done with relationships that involve possession. i don't want someone's entire life to rest on me and i've been learning how to not base my existence on whoever i'm involved with. i feel better, minus the struggles and frustration of trying to grow, but fuck if i'm going to let someone that refuses to do for themselves pull me down with them.
& with my own ambitions of dealing with people i want in my life better, i've realized that there's a lot of of people that are quite content doing the opposite. sort of sad when really in the end they will only end up unhappy or always searching for something. not that i'm not still there but shit, at least i have ambition.
i have no idea why i put this here. i am going to kick my design professor's ass tonight. i done drew'd a panda for one of my classes with him, to make a stamp out of it, and i think it's damn good, considering i didn't know how to draw on the computer a few months ago. it's partially finished. my panda is better than yours.
now, if he doesn't praise my panda i'm going to kick his ass twice.
or maybe that's someone trying to put all the blame for a relationship that didn't work on me. i think it's the latter, but either way i'm so done with relationships that involve possession. i don't want someone's entire life to rest on me and i've been learning how to not base my existence on whoever i'm involved with. i feel better, minus the struggles and frustration of trying to grow, but fuck if i'm going to let someone that refuses to do for themselves pull me down with them.
& with my own ambitions of dealing with people i want in my life better, i've realized that there's a lot of of people that are quite content doing the opposite. sort of sad when really in the end they will only end up unhappy or always searching for something. not that i'm not still there but shit, at least i have ambition.
i have no idea why i put this here. i am going to kick my design professor's ass tonight. i done drew'd a panda for one of my classes with him, to make a stamp out of it, and i think it's damn good, considering i didn't know how to draw on the computer a few months ago. it's partially finished. my panda is better than yours.
now, if he doesn't praise my panda i'm going to kick his ass twice.
i like your panda you should kick his ass 3 times if he dosent like it.
are we ever going to go out and get a drink??? belmondo was wondering if i was going to any shows out in detroit if there is we should possie up and go hang out.