saturn1

i need a fucking cigarette. been at work all night, no sleep, have to go to school now.

i just want to get away from everything. if this year doesn't kill me i will be a damned bionic woman. like, lindsay wagner to the 100th power & shit.

3 am + me being stuck at work + whatever hour i was on at being awake {i.e. near delirium} + internet = realizing that my pain is no worse than anyone elses. again.