saturn1

huzzah.

i feel really weird. i'm at the same time really content w/ my life and how it's going and reallly depressed and feeling irrational about things in my life and unhappy with it all.
it seems right now that i have the capacity to totally sabotage/fuck up things in my life as well as make other things propel forward in an intense, positive direction. it's completly frustrating and confusing.

maybe i'm going through menopause or something. maybe i'm really 50 and my mother forgot to tell me.

i met suciety, i like him lots and i got to see the kitten, j, and vespa again. i would like to say for the record that i miss not seeing you every week j, that your friend is cute john, and we all's have to hang out again as long as suciety promises not to take hour long pisses. how very strange that i've met you all minus one through a website.

for the doubters : http://65.201.198.41/movies/capsules/07707_RETURN_TO_OZ.html

HAH!

my throat is sore from vodka and cigarettes. good thing school+work imposes hermit-dom on me or i'd die an early death.
ok off to work to mope and work on my portfolio, anybody have anywork they'd like to contribute that i can plagarize? i don't like my professor, he's new professor w/ something to prove i guess, & he doesn't understand how i work & he's a prick.