saturn1

this week and next promises to SUCk, as this weekend already has. and it's all because of statistics.

what a stupid form of math.

i think my obsessive playing of the same husker du song over and over again has put me in the proper math thinking mode for 7 am on a SUNDAY.

jesus i hate this class. i can't even type anymore about...
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i hold my friends up to standards that humans can't possibly live up to. and when they disappoint i'm reminded of how horribly human i am. i hate that. i could deal with {and even love it} perceived weaknesses if people would just act like they gave a shit. but then i realize they don't and i feel even stupider.

that's all probably just a...
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ok so ive been battling kidney and kidney related problems and boy do i feel like JUNK. i hate how sick antibiotics make me. and ive probably been staying sick because i am running myself to death. going out and working and school. all really stupid things to do in combination when you're on serious antibiotics and losing half of your blood supply in your...
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no WONDER i hate dealing with the gen'l public. i got proof now that they're stupid.

and besides what im talking about that im too irritated to name, lets just call it, oh SAY, "satan getting a big kick out of how we're doing his work for him"

but the marriage proposal also passed in michigan. what a bunch of fuckwads. i don't have any...
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oh boy. i'm nauseous.

and hey, why aren't car places open on sundays? i need to get my car aligned, tires rotated and an oil change! it'd be PERFECT if they were open on sundays at 4 am. drop off the car, go to denny's for hangover-preventer breakfast and and then WHOOP car done go home and sleep.

fuck maybe i shouldn't post this i...
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i just realized today that i can't pronounce my own name

HAH! im at home tonight cleaning , trying to relax and get bills and shit in order. have vh1 on in the background because it's got some hip hop thing going on. sort of listening, folding clothes and turn around, who's on it? my friend... J-U-ICE ... i love that guy ! talking about all sorts of things, but seeing him freestyle in a car...
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OH MY GOD I GOT OVER MY FEAR OF CLEANING MY FLATPANEL MONITOR

i haven't cleaned this fancy monitor since i got it. 2 years ago. and i must spray when i eat or throw my food around or something cause that fucker was dirty.

and,
well,
now it's a brighter, fancier experience. i love you again, stupid computer.

i'm even blowing kisses at it....
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s.o.s.

SHOES

i am really depressed. please buy me shoes so i can look at my shoes and forget about the current state of things. once they start gettin scuff marks on them my life should be back in order and i wont be staring at them as much so the ordinary wearntear won't matter.

thank you and i love you and goodnight.

sometimes there's a hook in a song that makes you're life seem much better than it really is. or worse. depends on the song.

i'm so nervous i could puke

walking for 8 hours from the bar to the car which was in another town with the awesomest friend in the world is one of the reasons i love life. i'm sore as fuck and i am sure we were almost robbed or worse a couple times, but we talked and laughed the whole entire time. definitely not equal to a safe, mediocre car ride....
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