a lot of today all of my senses have felt very sensitive to any stimulus. i can smell people walking near me and i feel like i'm hearing what i normally miss... the clicks the static the pauses. it felt like things were going in slow motion so i could catch it all. one of those days where you ponder every sign on the walls...
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... 'something like Rakim said- I could quote any emcee, but why should I?
how would it benefit me? karmic repercussions
are your tales of reality worth their sonic laced discussions?' ...
hah. irony.
i am fucking exhausted. my day goes like this : 5 am get up get ready do homework til 6:30 or 7:30 depending on if i have to go to school...
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how would it benefit me? karmic repercussions
are your tales of reality worth their sonic laced discussions?' ...
hah. irony.
i am fucking exhausted. my day goes like this : 5 am get up get ready do homework til 6:30 or 7:30 depending on if i have to go to school...
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cutthekidinhalf:
hey yo,, my daddy is visiting me..so i will be having little daughter.. daddy weekend thinggy this weeked.. i will try to pick up B & S tickets for us..pretty soon..
I will talk to you soon.. and stuff..
miss ya..
R
I will talk to you soon.. and stuff..
miss ya..
R
gram:
yo girl, i came over for some hott, hard, wet, sex but you never answered the door. i guess you were sleeping. oh well, i am pretty damn busy this weekend. but what else is new right?
don't work to hard little kitten. and don't forget to masterbate everyonce in a while, its a great stress reliever.
don't work to hard little kitten. and don't forget to masterbate everyonce in a while, its a great stress reliever.
i was supposed to stay in all weekend and get a lot of work done, but i really wasted a lot of time and went out and tried to sleep and things. half of all my problems is that i can't budget my money for shit or manage my time very well. i have gone through phases where i've been really good at both, but...
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jacqui:
i want the girls night out on the 11th to be a slumber party but i doubt i will get my wish. try and make it if you can, it should be fun.
xXx
issie
xXx
issie
gram:
yyyeeeah,
i need to try that whole, "writing stuff down" and that "weekly planner" thing. i am bad at that, but i am usually such a badass that it really never actually effects me badly...
but someday....
so, i hope you are doing well, i am tired and will take a shower and shave, so i can sleep as late as i can tomorrow. take care baby.
i need to try that whole, "writing stuff down" and that "weekly planner" thing. i am bad at that, but i am usually such a badass that it really never actually effects me badly...
but someday....
so, i hope you are doing well, i am tired and will take a shower and shave, so i can sleep as late as i can tomorrow. take care baby.
i'm home now, preparing for depression to set in. seriously, i just got in and i feel like crying already. i don't know why i do it to myself.
but, in praise of myself, i knew i would be in this mood when i came back home before i left, so i came home to a clean bed, clean closet, all my laundry done and...
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but, in praise of myself, i knew i would be in this mood when i came back home before i left, so i came home to a clean bed, clean closet, all my laundry done and...
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gram:
aha! i knew it! english is just a plot of revenge! you are a sinister force to reckon with!
but seriously, i am sorry we didn't get to hang some more. but did you get any work done while you were here? i am stuck in this rut of research and storyboarding for all this damn motion graphics shit. it is boring! i am tired, and now i must go to arthist.
have a good day baby.
but seriously, i am sorry we didn't get to hang some more. but did you get any work done while you were here? i am stuck in this rut of research and storyboarding for all this damn motion graphics shit. it is boring! i am tired, and now i must go to arthist.
have a good day baby.
gram:
(sigh)
more tattoos. yeay. yippee. grrreat.
so, how are you? whats new? i need to go do some work! i am so happy bout that i could just fucking scream and then beat something to death with a baseball bat. yeay.
so, hows your mailer coming along? great i hope. i wish just one of my instructors was proficient in AfterEffects, so that i know how i am gonna do this fucking film credit shit!
kisses!
more tattoos. yeay. yippee. grrreat.
so, how are you? whats new? i need to go do some work! i am so happy bout that i could just fucking scream and then beat something to death with a baseball bat. yeay.
so, hows your mailer coming along? great i hope. i wish just one of my instructors was proficient in AfterEffects, so that i know how i am gonna do this fucking film credit shit!
kisses!
i don't want to go home
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throatneedle:
Come home girl
Move to NYC with us
Move to NYC with us
jnthn:
neither do I. don't want to stay here, either.
fuck.
johnny cash died
there's a picture i uploaded a week ago of him, simply because i found it and was reminded of what a badass he was when he was younger. gram & i have been talking about him the past couple days & he brought up how much he very simply loved all music. my father raised me on him and his father...
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johnny cash died
there's a picture i uploaded a week ago of him, simply because i found it and was reminded of what a badass he was when he was younger. gram & i have been talking about him the past couple days & he brought up how much he very simply loved all music. my father raised me on him and his father...
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ponyboy_curtis:
totally cash.
gram:
oh shit! ma boy is using pootie-speak!!
damn, you will be his girlfriend soon!
i gues we cannot have hot, hot, hot sex, then.
damn you pootie tang!
damn, you will be his girlfriend soon!
i gues we cannot have hot, hot, hot sex, then.
damn you pootie tang!
I WANT A FUCKING CIGARETTE
spikybluegirl:
Shall I buy you a pack? And mail them? *shrug*
mc_escher:
don't do it! you can be strong! stronger than pain! you are a titan! ROOAR!
hang in there
hang in there
sometimes, when you meet someone, you know they're going to change your life. if my notion is true... who knows. i guess speculation is only speculation and what's to be, will be. i'm having fun, either way and enjoying the presence. i think it's all reciprocated, which makes it all the more worthwhile...
anyways.
had a very nice weekend. very nice. save some very minor...
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had a very nice weekend. very nice. save some very minor...
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tunagami:
About time you realize you kick butt.
mykra:
So why dont you just go somewhere new? You said you hated Detroit, and it looks like an out has formed?
There is a sense of peace in being fucked, you know no matter what...it cannot get worse.
One of my friends said that to me today, he was quoting someone but neither of us could place it, but I think it sums up the general vibe of everything falling against you and the biggest reaction is a shrug.
Oh yeah, how was the DEMF?
[Edited on May 29, 2003]
There is a sense of peace in being fucked, you know no matter what...it cannot get worse.
One of my friends said that to me today, he was quoting someone but neither of us could place it, but I think it sums up the general vibe of everything falling against you and the biggest reaction is a shrug.
Oh yeah, how was the DEMF?
[Edited on May 29, 2003]
i'm cold and tired.
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theslant:
coldness and tiredness are the two main ingredients in the recipe for bummed cake. ):
I can relate. For example, I'm sitting in front of this computer wrapped up in a blanket and warm fuzzy slippers. I've also got some tiredness issues, the magnitude of which is not appropriate to express here.
I read on the Eve-gone thread that you're filipino and half muslim. My parents have ALWAYS warned me of the dangers of evil filipino muslims (they're from the ilocos provinces), ever since I could remember. I have several muslim friends now, and I realize my parents' reasons for their aversions. I am curious to hear of what it is like to grow up in a filipino household(?) and practice islam. I wonder, if there isn't a possibility of touching on this, perhaps, in a journal entry, or if you have some time, an email sent through my contact dealie-bobber on my member page?
If not, I understand. Such a subject may take more time than you might have. I hope your coldness and tiredness goes away soon.
...oh man. Pharcyde.. it's been ages since I've listened to them.
I can relate. For example, I'm sitting in front of this computer wrapped up in a blanket and warm fuzzy slippers. I've also got some tiredness issues, the magnitude of which is not appropriate to express here.
I read on the Eve-gone thread that you're filipino and half muslim. My parents have ALWAYS warned me of the dangers of evil filipino muslims (they're from the ilocos provinces), ever since I could remember. I have several muslim friends now, and I realize my parents' reasons for their aversions. I am curious to hear of what it is like to grow up in a filipino household(?) and practice islam. I wonder, if there isn't a possibility of touching on this, perhaps, in a journal entry, or if you have some time, an email sent through my contact dealie-bobber on my member page?
If not, I understand. Such a subject may take more time than you might have. I hope your coldness and tiredness goes away soon.
...oh man. Pharcyde.. it's been ages since I've listened to them.
sebadohsucker:
keep it gully girl.
why i hate dating reason number one : i'm not in it for mating.
there's this boy i've been trying to make myself like, but i should know better than that. either i like you when i first meet you or i don't. my intuition has always been a good judge of character and/or if there's ever going to be any sort of chemistry, and...
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there's this boy i've been trying to make myself like, but i should know better than that. either i like you when i first meet you or i don't. my intuition has always been a good judge of character and/or if there's ever going to be any sort of chemistry, and...
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gram:
hmmm, sounds like i can relate to what you have said...
amen, sista!
tell it!
testify!!
no time for relationships, just get some good friends and masterbate ALOT.
well, i suggest you go to the doctor and get som vicodin for the pain and let yourself heal. that will be best. and stop the freelance work if it is too much! damn! your worse than me!
amen, sista!
tell it!
testify!!
no time for relationships, just get some good friends and masterbate ALOT.
well, i suggest you go to the doctor and get som vicodin for the pain and let yourself heal. that will be best. and stop the freelance work if it is too much! damn! your worse than me!
planty:
baby, don't take it all so serious, live your life. you'll meet so many people in your life, just let life happen...
my nose is snotty and i have a hurt tailbone. someone sedate me.
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junebug:
you snowboardin?
junebug:
You desing web sites right?
i'm tired, feeling abandoned, in a lot of pain and bored.
someone fix my assbone please.
someone fix my assbone please.
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freyja__:
you ain't kidding.
sorry 'bout your assbone.
what's up with that?
sorry 'bout your assbone.
what's up with that?
_v_:
hi, i dig the pic. well i dig the subject in the pic.
you have ......nevermind, you probably get that all the time
sorry to hear about your assbone
i'm bored of the pain
you have ......nevermind, you probably get that all the time
sorry to hear about your assbone
i'm bored of the pain
But just the way it was put together was great!
Lots of blood and killing..except its not like a regular action film
Kinda reminded me of Reservoir Dogs at times..and Pulp Fiction a little
Even a little bit of Jackie Brown....I loved it! Cant wait till Vol 2 in February!
So how you doing babes? You should call me again
thanks baby, your the greatest. i got your message but i was in a meeting. i am really behind in work, since i was busy this weekend, so i dunno when i will be caught up, but i'll call ya soon. be a good girl, and holla at me later.