Uh Oh. (dun dun dun)
I think I may have gotten myself into some trouble. (Good trouble! -- maybe?)
SPOILERS! (Click to view) I had a lot of fun toddling around being a delinquent for the last half year, but I found a guy that's really sweet (to me, anyway. He CAN be a dick) that compliments my free will and has a good sense for the rationale. We share a lot in common and have a lot of the same views when it comes to relationships. Sex is a little tricky as it seems that I'm the adventurous one, but it's still pretty amazing for being so vanilla (to me)
He just appears incredibly irresponsible and lacks motivation. He's smart, witty, cultured, a music guru, digs the dorky shit that I like and comes out to watch my volleyball games to support (in his jerkface way.) I'm just afraid that he's another guy that's "content" with mediocrity -- which I hate. I always want to find better, be better, push myself, find new things.....
He brought out THE TALK twice because we are reacting to situations that seem to point in the way of jealousy, surprisingly more so me. I typically fight for my freedom so much and now all of a sudden I'm kind of ... meh.
Anyway, he's super cute. 6'8", blue eyes and brown hair and has a crazy wang?! WTF. SEX IS AWESOME. Is there an emote for a dizziness, btw?
In other news, I've been recruiting for yes, a THIRD team to play volleyball for. I was actually recruited to four, but I can't play Monday-Thursday and not expect to die. There's just no way, with all of the driving, playing, money it costs, etc., etc.,. I'll never save money for Mexico at this rate.
Speaking of Mexico -- MY BEST FRIEND IS GETTING MARRIED. YAY! I'm doing her bridal party's makeup AND I'm a bridesmaid. My dress is so pretty. I am VERY excited. (sigh).
I did a shoot last weekend -- well, I did the makeup. --- Not the actual photography. I will post photos of the shots sometime soon.
MUAH!