My brother has Vicodin in this house.
I either want to:
1) Find it and take the whole bottle.
2) Put a knife (almost spelled that wrong, whoops) between my ribs.
3) Cry until tomorrow
To be perfectly frank, and slightly redundant for some of those that might be reading this, today has been a giant pile of shit. I got screamed at, screamed at other people, got left behind, rushed around in a hurry for no god damn reason, and with any luck pissed off every person that I saw today. With some degree of lust and vengeance, I have silently wished that I might have the chance to rape or kill some unsuspecting foe, if only to asauge my own my tattered ego by destructing another.
More likely than subject myself to a prison sentence I will continue to imagine how to hurt everyone I love, most especially myself.
Coming soon: Hate Letters for Christmas - a series of tales by SatansPetCat.
I either want to:
1) Find it and take the whole bottle.
2) Put a knife (almost spelled that wrong, whoops) between my ribs.
3) Cry until tomorrow
To be perfectly frank, and slightly redundant for some of those that might be reading this, today has been a giant pile of shit. I got screamed at, screamed at other people, got left behind, rushed around in a hurry for no god damn reason, and with any luck pissed off every person that I saw today. With some degree of lust and vengeance, I have silently wished that I might have the chance to rape or kill some unsuspecting foe, if only to asauge my own my tattered ego by destructing another.
More likely than subject myself to a prison sentence I will continue to imagine how to hurt everyone I love, most especially myself.
Coming soon: Hate Letters for Christmas - a series of tales by SatansPetCat.