satansangel

I really wish I had someone to talk to right now. I have plenty of people to talk to at all other hours of the day, but not this late, which is when I need someone the most. It seems like all of my friends are day shift now, and so they are never up when I am, and I have had a really shitty...
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I'm ready for more ink. I've been wanting another tattoo for the past few years, and have the hardest time making up my mind. I know I want flowers, the bigger question has been what type and where. Tonight I was researching and was looking at all the different flowers and their meanings. I think I'm going to select several types of flowers and have...
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I just wish someone would tell me when the urge to have children will go away?? I don't want it to go away forever, but I need something to preoccupy me so that I'm not thinking about it everyday. I think about turning 26 in September and Jenna turning 31 in August, and all I can think of is how I don't want us to...
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so the beach was beautiful but three days into our trip we got the phone call, that Jenna's dad had a stroke. So not only did we have to leave the beach and come home but I was unable to purpose to her. I was so sad, first and foremost to hear about Bill, worried about his health, secondly watching Jenna go through something that...
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two weeks and we celebrate our three year anniversary, a week and a half after that I'm going to purpose to her. I can't wait to see the ring....I hope she says yes

I bought the ring..... hopefully it will be here in time for vacation. *fingers crossed*

I don't understand why some things have to be so difficult. I love Jenna, I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her, but sometimes I feel like the simplest things become so complicated. Like vacation this year. I wanted to do something a little different so I suggested that we go do the outer banks. It's a really nice...
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shortly after I wrote my last post I found out my sister is pregnant. I've been wanting to start a family for the past year, and have patiently been waiting for my girlfriend to be ready, as well as for us to be in a better home before we try to have kids. When I found out my sister was preg. I was so upset,...
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So I found out in November that my little sister got married. I was surprised but not completely shocked because she was torn between waiting and having a real wedding with family, or just do a quick justice of the peace thing, out in california where she lives. The shock and hurt didn't come unitl she told me that she got married back in September....
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It's been a little while and a lot has been happening. Jenna and I got a new kitten, his name is sam, and he is the cutest thing ever. I've had these feelings for months like I'm ready to settle down, and have begun ring shopping for Jenna and I think I've found the ring. The happiest conversation has come up with us, about having...
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