satansangel

omg, i have not woken up and started remembering such awesome and fucked up dreams in my life. given some were dreams i'd had before but some were just beyond what i thought my brain would ever think of. at one point in the dream i was a hitman, and i had just recieved new guns in the mail, i believe they were desert eagles,...
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so i met a guy online last night, and we hit it off perfectly. first conversation that i've been able to have with a complete stranger in a long time that didnt end in them wanting to have sex with me. it was refreshing, and he called me today and we talked on the phone for a little while, he seems like a pretty decent...
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so im really freaked out because as of monday i may not be a student, financial aid has been dragging their ass, and not processed my fin. aid, so student accounts may yank my classes from me as of monday, which would give me exactly five days to try and get fin. aid cleared, and get readmitted to my classes. so monday is going to...
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hi everybody, its been awhile im sorry, i've been super busy trying to figure out how to go to school and still support myself. its insane what the world requires and expects of you. you are expected to have a good job, and you cant do that without an education, and educations cost money, which you need to have a job to support, and education...
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So i had a complete and total mental breakdown tonight, making me realize that my misery has been caused by my lack of taking an active part in how my life runs from day to day, and how going through the motions is truly not enough for anybody. Therefore after a long talk w/my dad tonight and him asking me what I want, I've decided...
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hey kids, its been a better couple of weeks, my comp. has gone nuts, so im on a friends laptop for the moment. :-( sorry if i havent been around im working on fixing my pc prommise.....i hope all is well for everyone

i just want to be happy again, i dont think im asking for much. but i cant seem to be happy anymore, i've considered trying to escape again, but im not sure if im ready to go back down that road. and i dont want it to take that to be happy. whats wrong with me.

umm ya i took down all of my new photos but three....sorry guys, i'll put up better ones later

ladies and gents, boys and girls, get'em while they're fresh get'em while they're hot,new photos in my profile....hate to dissapoint no nudity,well i am nude in them, you just dont get to see much,maybe a lil cleavage from time to time. this is just a prelude until i can get someone to take photos of me...and then they will be hi quality and extraordinary i...
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i made it through nine days of work straight, and then spent my two days off sleeping. Life has been crazy, and boring at the same time. Im in a pretty withdrawn mood as well. not sure why just know that i dont feel like socializing with people or dealing with anything. Just trying to make it through to a better moment, whenever that might...
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