i saw a pic in a profile today, labeled "me when i was 18" and i started to think, wow how do i see myself when i was 18, or how will i see my life several years from now when i look back at what i was like when i was 22. will i be satisfied with the things i did, or not done....
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she says she's so mad at me that when she tries to talk to me she starts shaking....when its that bad its apparent that its time for a one bedroom apartment somewhere alone. just me and my pets. too bad i cant cut out of my lease early, because i would if i could. i think its time to let it all go. and i...
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ojaeflo:
Unless you're really giving her reasons to be upset with you, she can't be that much of a best friend if she's supposedly so fed up and beyond reconciliation.
javacat:
it sounds as though she's afraid of losing you so she's lashing out; kind of a defensive measure on her part. i'd reach out to her one more time. even if you're leaving -- and maybe that's for the best -- you want to leave on the best terms possible. good luck.
okay its opinion time, right or wrong?
last night i went to the bar with my roomate, we'd been drinking for about two hours when i saw a group of friends from work come over. so we went and joined them i introduced her, we were all hanging out then, she found out what time it was, and decided she was ready to leave. Now...
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last night i went to the bar with my roomate, we'd been drinking for about two hours when i saw a group of friends from work come over. so we went and joined them i introduced her, we were all hanging out then, she found out what time it was, and decided she was ready to leave. Now...
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ojaeflo:
I agree with your last statement. I doesn't sound like you committed that bad of a sin in wanting to keep your night going.
javacat:
yeah, i'm with you. that is an over-the-top reaction by your roommate. you don't need that in your life.
so i've been talking to this guy at work, just hanging out talking. and last night he invited me to come out with some of his friends from work and go to the bar. Had a great time at the bar and afterwards left with him just to go riding around. well by this point im thinking ok im going to get laid and then...
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ojaeflo:
Deep breaths, sweetie, deep breaths...
javacat:
good start. and class act.
im tired of feeling this shitty, seriously guys something has got to give.
bykenzo:
*huggle*
What's up?
What's up?
stgeorge:
Well you'll just have to visit England and come for a drink with me then 
so i went out last night. now in this area there is only one good club and its a gay club but always a blast, you just dont go expecting to hookup with anybody. but last night was a little different i was pretty much attacked by this guy attacked in a good way of course lol...anywho, we ended up dancing for a while and...
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alright world im actively single again! I'm ready to break out into the world of dating, im going out thursday night, maybe meet some people, mingle who knows. im actually a little freaked out by my over exuberance over this, but i figured what the hell might as well enjoy it while im in the mood. but im available, so feel free to flatter me...
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alex200128604:
congradulations on being single again, hope your holidays were lovely! I agree with the above comment, you are cute as hell. 
sioux:
hey thanks for your interest in buying my prints!
my prints are for sale at Sioux Prints
[Edited on Jan 06, 2006 1:52AM]
my prints are for sale at Sioux Prints
[Edited on Jan 06, 2006 1:52AM]
AAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk....so robyn and i are moving towards making things work, which is excellent, i've never been so happy about being with someone in my life. I left to go to charleston to visit family for the holidays, and while i was gone some random fuckface calls my house talking about how hot i am and how he wants to meet me and to call him....
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javacat:
hey. talk about bad timing. hope things work out for you soon.
i've got to admit i must have missed something. i didn't know you were in a relationship. nor did i know it was with a woman! i think it's great and hope you're happy.
buy please, if you can, fill me in. and -- more importantly -- happy 2006. hope it's your best one yet!
i've got to admit i must have missed something. i didn't know you were in a relationship. nor did i know it was with a woman! i think it's great and hope you're happy.
buy please, if you can, fill me in. and -- more importantly -- happy 2006. hope it's your best one yet!
so its break, and im bored....what should i do? keep in mind im working like crazy money is awesome ......suggestions please....i may decide to get naked for the camera once again since i just might have the time to do it....hmmm 
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javacat:
naked. camera. satansangel.
that's christmas to me!
that's christmas to me!
stgeorge:
Naked for the camera eh? Now that would be a very special Christmas present
Hope you have a nice Christmas
Hope you have a nice Christmas
So i found out most of my grades today ....And according to everything, i have two A's a B and an incomplete. The incomplete is due to the fact that no one was available to give us our final exam. So once I take the final I will have a B in that course as well. Which means for the semester I will have a...
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alex200128604:
Fine Job!
alex200128604:
Fine Job!
I was just browsing around and looking at profiles and journal stuff and all that, just to try and meet new people, and your journal entry kinda hit me and made me think.
Being older (28), I certianly know what you mean. I look back at the last 10 years. I see a lot of mistakes, a lot of bad times, a lot of just plain b.s., a lot of stupidness, and a lot of doing things the hard way. But I have no regrets in my life, and I don't look back on my life as a dissapointment or insignifianct.
I've always felt that everything has a purpose in life. IMHO, from 18 - 27 or so are the years where our adulthood forms for us. Everything we do during this time helps to shape our thoughts and values, and stuff like that.
Anyways, back to the question at hand, when I look back, it was all for a reason. I've had 10 years of bad luck and bad decisions, but I'm a stronger person for that now, and life is getting easier because of the hell I either put myself in or was put in.
Blah...Blah...Blah....I went off on a tangent, sorry. Just figured you'd like to hear from someone with age that yes, you'll look back and think how stupid you were at 18, and even at 22, but it's all worth it in the end.
Just live life the best you can and that's all that matters, IMHO.
Anyways, sorry to barge in, just figured I'd add my $0.02 in.
C-YA!