stupid me
with my emotions
sealed up tight
away from the world
stupid me
with my tears
crying for something
that will never be right
stupid me
for thinking i loved
only to find
that its not possible
stupid me
with my loud mouth
and confident attitude
that i was so sure of
stupid me
for trying to care
only to realize
that i dont...
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with my emotions
sealed up tight
away from the world
stupid me
with my tears
crying for something
that will never be right
stupid me
for thinking i loved
only to find
that its not possible
stupid me
with my loud mouth
and confident attitude
that i was so sure of
stupid me
for trying to care
only to realize
that i dont...
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so i met this guy that i had been talking to online, he's cool we had a few drinks, went back to his place to hang out, no pressure which was awesome. He just reminds me a little too much of an old boyfriend so it definately freaks me out a little....but overall a good night. tomorrow night i think im going to get this...
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hey guys, i just found out the roomie is leaving to go out of town...she's leaving friday evening and wont be back till sunday night.....you know what this means? i'm getting laid all weekend long....now who wants to be the lucky fellow?? 
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stgeorge:
Well I'd volunteer again 
emtdan:
would love to volunteer, but you live kinda far away
i'm supposed to be meeting a guy at a bar tomorrow night for drinks....wish me luck. 
javacat:
good luck and be careful.
i feel like shit therefor im going to bed...maybe tomorrow will be better.
so much for staying upbeat, robyn and i just had a discussion, and so now im in tears, and i cant keep dry eyes for longer than five minutes before breaking down again. i want to get fucked up but i cant even do that. i hate this goddamn holiday
lillithvain:
Because of the huge number of comments on my latest set... You are receiving this comment late and it is the same comment that I am leaving everyone else as well. I usually try to thank everyone individually and much more personal like, but I would just never in a million years have the time to do that this time. So, I just want you to know that I appreciate that you took the time to comment on my new set. It was very wonderful of you, and I'm sorry that my return comment is so impersonal. However, if you want to stop by my page and say hello sometime, leave me an email, whatnot I'd love to chat. I am nice to everyone that is nice to me.
So, thank you very very much for your nice comment on my set! It is appreciated.
Happy Valentines Day!
So, thank you very very much for your nice comment on my set! It is appreciated.
Happy Valentines Day!
so its valentines day, and im alone, i've always been alone on this wretched holiday, but this year i refuse to be sad or depressed over it, because i have found that most people really hate this fucking holiday. oh well. btw i got my dunny's that i had ordered they rock, i'll post pics of them later.
inkcasualty:
what are dunny's? and how do you plan not to sit around being miserable?
i need fucked, not laid, not having sex, no making love, i need fucked....enough said
stgeorge:
It is, and well put to
slackerinchief:
Interesting point you make ma'am, very interesting....*ponders and strokes chin*
my roomate asked me what was wrong tonight, and why i was still depressed even though i was on meds. I didnt want to talk about it with her. which is odd she's my best friend, the love of my life etc. and yet anymore i cant even fathom the concept of opening up to her. I'm not sure if since being rejected i'm trying...
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nobody wants to live to be old. and being old is just relivant, some feel thirty is old, others fourty, some fifty, sixty seventy and so on. For me i already feel old. most would say 'eh common 22 is still so young. not for me i feel ancient, and if i'm still young and have so much more life to live, then im not...
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jennynicole:
Found you in depressionoutlet, I completely understand the feeling though. Hate it when ppl say, "you're so young, you've got so much life to look forward to" not realizing that the thought of life lasting much longer is incredibly depressing on its own. I'm 19, and have felt this way at least a few years, no one takes it serious and says i'll grow out of it. If I'm not gonna grow out of it soon though, I don't wanna stay here. Sorry for the rant... just wanted to let ya know you're not alone in feeling this way.
sierracore:
lol I just read your sexaholix entry, what a days 
My Pee See doesn't like AOL