satansangel

its wednesday......yup, totally wednesday. not much to say......there isnt much going on, so there isnt much to say.

hey kids, sorry to sound down, but im losing it and fast. im just not dealing at all, i havent told anyone on here yet, but my aunt died not this past friday but the friday before. i'm to the point of being numb, and am seeking serious professional help. I'm going to go talk to the dean tomorrow about school stuff because i really...
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back to school....back to life...i think i just may make it through guys.....

so my grandfather passed away not this past thursday but the thursday before, and today my grandma passes away, not his wife but my grandma on the other side of the family. I dont really think I can deal with it all. I just want to cry a lot. but I'm not sure if that would even help anything. I just dont know what to...
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so i was waiting and waiting. being patient when he didnt want to kiss me, or do anything but just hang out. and let me tell you that patience paid off! tonight we fucked and fucked and then fucked some more. And let me tell you i have never seen a more beautiful dick in my entire life! omg.....*sighs* now its time to sleep *smiles*...
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im in a low spot at the moment. I feel completely deflated, like it takes effort to move or breath. I dont have a prob. being up early, or sleeping too much. It's just that when I'm awake everything takes such effort. I dont really want to cry over all this. I'm not sure why but i dont feel like dealing with tears. I feel...
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So thursday night my grandfather passed away. I'm now in charleston, the funeral service is monday, andi should be back by tuesday, at this point i've missed over a week of school, and i have not gotten any homework done. I'm so scared that I'm getting in over my head and that i wont be able to catch up. wish me luck guys.

work is fine, but i just got a call today from family, telling me that my grandfather is probably only going to make it for another two to three days., I dont really want to be here right now i want to be there, but im not sure what to do. I have a lot of school work thats due, and i also have work...
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errggg im here...thats about it for the moment...i may lose my job soon, bastards....if they fire me somebody is going down. and i mean it. i dont have the time to worry about where my next pay check is coming from.