okay kids i've almost made it! tomorrow i attend my last class, then i have two exams and a paper, and i'm done!! I've never been so excited about finishing a semester ever. I feel like i've actually accomplished something by making it through. I'm moving into my apartment in exactly one week, i cant wait to live by myself its going to be awesome....
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deadboy:
I'm glad to hear you're feeling better. I think your Doctor had some words of wisdom. We all need friends and to be loved....relationships aren't easy......but never be afraid to ask for help. We all need help sometimes.........I'm sending you a thousand hugs to get you started 
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valeyard:
Reminds me of the time one of our rabbits got a foot absess. Despite taking him to the vet and getting it lanced and then cleaning it every day. The poor rabbit died anyway, because the shock on his system was too great, or maybe we just caught the infection to late. Point is you do the best you can, and that's all anybody can do. So cheer up your pig pig was loved so it died happy. 
mika2:
Sorry for Pig Pig, I lost my hampster a few months ago, b strong pig pig would want it that way. 
just when things were starting to look up. I had made through almost a whole week of classes breakdown free, I was finally starting to do classwork again. When, I find out that my guinea pig's problem with her teeth is not fixable. To make things worse she's quit eating, and more than likely I'm going to have to have her put to sleep within...
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deadboy:
I am so sorry....as if you haven't been through enough. I'm really hoping things get better for you soon. If you need a friend to talk to just let me know. I'm sending a million hugs your way!
wednesday night i thought about suicide, thursday morning i wrote robyn an email, basically saying goodbye etc. thursday afternoon i called my mom i was a complete wreck. thursday i went to class, then to work, feeling a little better, then i went to the bar. at the bar i got drunk which is a little odd for me i usually dont drink enough to...
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maxi:
thank you for the kind words onmy set, i really appreciate it.
ojaeflo:
I hope you're taking care of yourself, luv.
im doing okay now......i should be good for a while no worries here, just tons of homework
i think im going for a world record of mental breakdowns, i thought today would be better but its really not, i've cried myself to the point of being sick, and im just tired. no amount of help can fix this right now. im on the edge of comitting myself, but even then i dont think things would be okay. i just cant take it...
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im not even sure what happens when i get the way i was last night, i wake up today and feel like a completely different person. thanks to everyone for the encouraging words, but today seems like its going to be okay.
i'm worthless, it's pretty obvious, i'm never going to amount to anything, all i do is take up space, and spend my days stressed and worried trying and hoping to become something that i will never be. i'm not sure why i fight it, why i try. i really just want to die. honestly i just want to give it all up, and just sleep...
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malady:
I hope tomorrow is much better for you. Try to get a good night's sleep and think about the good things in life, even if they do seem few and far between.
misterclean:
today will be a better day.
so my lil sis and i dont get along, i think she's a stuck up brat who has always gotten everything she ever wanted. which is the case, my parents even admit it. but she's talking about going into the air force and the older sis. protective mode is kicking in. i really dont want her to go, just because you never know what could...
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jaron:
For a moment I thought you were Canadian, and was thinking "What bad things can happen in the airforce?" Then I realized "Oh.... That airforce. The one they fly planes in".
Actually, by the time your sis is done training, she will probably have missed Iraq. Iran is the only thing she should have to worry about.
Actually, by the time your sis is done training, she will probably have missed Iraq. Iran is the only thing she should have to worry about.
me being a girl who grew up obsessed with the world of geisha, am suprised by the fact that i had not watched memoirs of a geisha before tonight. it was the most beautiful movie that i have seen. It made me remember how angry i used to be at how the war and difficult times turned the name of a geisha into a prostitute...
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deadboy:
I'll have to see that movie. I watched a documentary on geishas a few months ago and it was all about them providing companionship, not sex. Sometimes when you're lonely it's nice to be with someone, it's not all about sex.