so I was planning on finding a job by july and moving to california then. Not so much anymore, now it seems apparent that my job is out to get me. Since I no longer feel a secure at my place at work, I actively submitted 4 applications tonight in the San Francisco area. More of a feeler to see if my crappy little resume was enough to even raise an eyebrow. Depending on what feedback I get will help me to determine how to update my resume to get me the fuck out of Virginia once and for all. If I got a response tomorrow saying we want you out here next week, I would start packing what I have unpacked, and start looking for someone to take over my place. done and done.... I will keep you all posted. for now I'm fucking tired!
deadboy:
I'm so sorry you've been through so much lately. Echohell eventually turns on everyone, no matter how hard you work, how hard you try, and how much you believe their lies. It's just a fact. EVERYONE is disposable. You've come a long way since I first met you, and I have faith in you. You are a good person with a good heart and I know that you will find someone who sees how very special you are. And hopefully a job that appreciates you as well. The best thing I ever did was leaving that place. Even though I had to make some sacrifices it was all worth it. Go for your dreams and don't settle for less. And remember, you always have a friend if you ever need to talk. Good luck with everything, and above all, believe in yourself.