I'm moved, and finally have internet! I've felt so disconnected from the world over the last 3 weeks. I moved completely by myself, got the house settled all by myself, and have done it all by myself. just me and the two dogs. I miss the companionship of her, but I don't really miss her, and I feel horrible for it. 3 1/2 years to feel nothing 1 week after leaving. I mourn the life I had, not the relationship. I've been writing lately to help with adjusting to life alone again. I will post some stuff later. Hope all is well with all you out there who may happen upon my ramblings. 
jaded_dreams:
Moving = EVIL! And it sucks even more doing it alone. But I wouldn't trade where I am now compaired to where I was for the world. 
i hope you enjoy your new place.
i hope you enjoy your new place.