satansangel

so the beach was beautiful but three days into our trip we got the phone call, that Jenna's dad had a stroke. So not only did we have to leave the beach and come home but I was unable to purpose to her. I was so sad, first and foremost to hear about Bill, worried about his health, secondly watching Jenna go through something that no one wants to have to deal with, third the fact that what was starting to be the best vacation was ended abruptly, and lastly the fact that the entire drive back was consumed by rain on and off. *le sigh*

So we have been to the hospital a lot and Bill is slowly starting to improve but it will be a slow process. I just need to wait for things to level out and for things to calm down so I can find the right time to ask her to be with me forever. I talked to my dad about it today, and he was like what's the rush, and I assured him that I wasn't in any hurry, since I knew we were both in it for the long run. It's more the excitement of having the ring, and not being able to give it to her. I get way too excited about giving things to people to begin with... I have a hard time keeping it to myself.

I will post vacation pics shortly.