this is a new post mainly because the last one was so damn depressing. Awesome news ozzfest is this weekend!!!!!!! I'm so fucking excited its insane I cant wait! Other than that things are good, the girlfriend and i had a hardcore talk on monday night, and it was nice to hear her say that she wants me to be able to talk to her about my problems, and she said that she understands that i'm not going to unload it all immediately, and she doesnt expect me to. but hearing her open up to me and be honest with me like that made me feel all that more ready to really start opening up to her. which is incredible because its impossible for me to really open up to anyone, especially those who are closest to me. i really think i'm starting to love this girl, and its exhilerating and scary all at the same time. hope all is well guys! 
Good for you. It's well deserved and your g/f has incredible taste in women!