well boys and girls yesterday was a terribly horrible day. The kitten had been sick for about a week, and i took her back to the vet once i noticed she wasnt eating again. They discovered that she had oversized kidneys and ran some tests. they found out she had kidney degenerative disorder, and her kidneys had already began to fail. she was already a skinny cat, and to make matters worse she had dropped a whole pound in weight. she couldnt stand or walk very well, and in the end i had her put to sleep. It was the worst decision i've ever had to make and i cried so much it was ridiculous. and i had just named her too. so rest in peace little kitten whereever you are.

javacat:
i'm so sorry. i know that's an awful decion to make but it was the right one -- for your kitten. hang in there and good luck.
deadboy:
You brought happiness and love into each other's lives. And you loved her enough to take her away from pain in the end, even though it was painful for you. I'm sure she's smiling down at you from kitty heaven! The hardest thing about love is letting someone go
