satansangel

omg, so 200.00 in vet bills, have caught up with me, and i am going to be broke! I mean I can do this, well i kinda have to do it, but its going to be rough. And i thought i had gotten to a point in life where raman noodles were no longer an option. :-( Though I shouldnt have to result to things that low. I'm just not going to be eating out, going out to parties, or smoking for the next month. other than that i think i should be okay. though i'm still really really stressed right now, i mean what am i supposed to do if i cant make it. ya know what then? my parents are too poor to help me out. and these are the years that parents are supposed to be helping if need be. but i cant be angry with them. I just have to push through, which is what i'm gonna do. I can do this.