dear god where do I start. Fuck it. Just fuck it all. be prepared people this will be a long one.
First- My job. I"m so fucking over it at this point. we are understaffed on management which means that the job that they say that one person can't even complete in a 40 hour week, I am taking on the task of completing 1...
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First- My job. I"m so fucking over it at this point. we are understaffed on management which means that the job that they say that one person can't even complete in a 40 hour week, I am taking on the task of completing 1...
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It's Saturday. For most of corporate America today is a day to relax, and begin the weekend. Not this gal. Today is the start of a new work week at my job, and my respective Tuesday. Being in management is not all that it's cracked up to be, and while the company I work for likes to think that they are all adults, I feel...
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bleh work. I'm burned out. Same old stuff just on a different day. Need to find a reason to want to work other than to pay bills......
jaded_dreams:
Oh I know that feeling. Some days I don't mind my job. Others I can't stand it to save my life.
I'm moved, and finally have internet! I've felt so disconnected from the world over the last 3 weeks. I moved completely by myself, got the house settled all by myself, and have done it all by myself. just me and the two dogs. I miss the companionship of her, but I don't really miss her, and I feel horrible for it. 3 1/2 years to...
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jaded_dreams:
Moving = EVIL! And it sucks even more doing it alone. But I wouldn't trade where I am now compaired to where I was for the world. 
i hope you enjoy your new place.
i hope you enjoy your new place.found a place! it's a cute 4 small 4 bedroom house. I'm excited to be starting over on my own again, but hating the idea of moving. Why can't there be a button you press and boom, all of your things are neatly placed in your new home, like you've always lived there. I don't know I'm kind of looking forward to arranging everything and...
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deadboy:
I hope all is well with you. I miss seeing you at work (but I don't miss working there). May all good things come to you in 2010.
it is done. now to find a place to live
satansangel:
my puppies
we talked it out and life is good. Just got our shifts back and for the first time in 6 months we will have a day off together each week! I can't wait!!!
satansangel:
who else would it be?
I'm pretty sure this is the beginning of the end of my relationship. Who knows, it was a good run for the most part. *snffle*
deadboy:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! you were so happy together.....I hope everything works out. You are far too precious and deserve only wonderful things in your life.
Tomorrow is my birthday and I have to work. I think they are planning something, and I am scared. I'm tempted to call out, but that would look bad....
I really don't care a lot about my bday. Most years things go wrong on that day so it's pointless to get excited. This year, I would be happy with a few nice cards.
I really don't care a lot about my bday. Most years things go wrong on that day so it's pointless to get excited. This year, I would be happy with a few nice cards.
When will I quit thinking about a future with a family of my own. When will my mood swings stop? I feel like a fucking yo yo most days. *sigh* I have no idea what I'm going to do to fix feeling like shit like this, but something has to work. I've fixed myself before it's time to do it again.