so I didn't go out thursday night, but did go out on Friday night, where I did not leave until 8:00 in the morning.... I was a bad girl and I enjoyed every bit of it. Well to be honest it was a little weird, I felt like I was 17 again trying to figure out how it all works. Little awkward. I mean let's...
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ugh...why can't things be simple.Went out was having a great time until the bar shut down. then we got invited back to a friends place and the only way I can describe what occurred is a cluster fuck. When people get drunk convos need to remain funny ha ha shit. but nooo instead they turn into serious conversations about shit that people have no business...
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oh saint patty's day how I love thee. Went out last night for the holiday drank lots with good friends. Had a weird night, ended up fooling around a bit with a guy acquaintance. I had forgotten how much fun boys can be. Everything about it was refreshing. I doubt anything will develop between him and I, but I'm hoping to at least get a...
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I just had the biggest retail therapy session yesterday.... I bought a new car! 2010 mazda 3, black with black interior. It is the sexiest little sedan ever, and it makes me smile! it was about time that I got a new car and yesterday was the day. I had been car shopping with other people many times and it never worked out but I...
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had an interesting night.... I'm not sure if it is good or bad yet I'm still thinking on it. Went to the bar with my two friends, got there then decided I wasn't in the mood to drink. My friend Amanda runs into a guy that she has met a few times before, and we somehow end up hanging out with him at his house...
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deadboy:
Don't get down on yourself. You are a very lovely young lady, and if I weren't 20 years older than you I'd flirt with you anyday! Someone will come along who realizes just how sweet and beautiful you are. 
okay so this was going to be the post that contained pictures of me all fucked up. But after some serious review I've decided that for the sake of others I will keep them to myself. I looked mug shot worthy..... So maybe another day when I have a more attractive buzz going.
found a real pain pill. I had forgotten what I real pill buzz feels like. Im in heaven. Now if only I can make this thing last all day long it will be the best day off ever. Pictures of me fucked up coming soon! lol (prepare yourself I doubt they will be pretty.)
ojaeflo:
God, I haven't gotten my hands on some good pain pills in a looooonnng time. 
satansangel:
It had been a long long time for me too! I will post pictures soon.....I wish they had turned out a little better than they did!
I took 6 days off in a row to try and relax and rejuvinate. Now I'm sitting at home bored and totally bummed. Good grief. Good news though on Sunday I'm going up to DC for 3 days with a friend. Should be fun. 
Now if only I had money to spend to go shopping up there....le 'sigh
Now if only I had money to spend to go shopping up there....le 'sighjust had the only dessert a girl ever needs....... an orgasm
misterclean:
with whipped cream?
satansangel:
for you why not 
satansangel:
jewelry/shoes/coach
I need some new friends. I don't need to get rid of the ones I have, I just need to know people who do NOT work where I do. I feel like I'm being consumed by my career.... yuck
so I was planning on finding a job by july and moving to california then. Not so much anymore, now it seems apparent that my job is out to get me. Since I no longer feel a secure at my place at work, I actively submitted 4 applications tonight in the San Francisco area. More of a feeler to see if my crappy little resume...
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deadboy:
I'm so sorry you've been through so much lately. Echohell eventually turns on everyone, no matter how hard you work, how hard you try, and how much you believe their lies. It's just a fact. EVERYONE is disposable. You've come a long way since I first met you, and I have faith in you. You are a good person with a good heart and I know that you will find someone who sees how very special you are. And hopefully a job that appreciates you as well. The best thing I ever did was leaving that place. Even though I had to make some sacrifices it was all worth it. Go for your dreams and don't settle for less. And remember, you always have a friend if you ever need to talk. Good luck with everything, and above all, believe in yourself.