and the fun stops....i'm not sure what to do anymore, my depression is creeping back, and things between jenna and i are not so perfect anymore. She's trying to quit drinking, but is having a hard time coping with being sober. Me, I'm sleeping when she wants me awake because Im so busy between school work and her. On mwf's im in bed at 4a.m...
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So, ozzfest kicked so much ass it was unbelievable! Jenna and I are doing awesome, we've seemed to hit a comfortable moment, and seem to be all smiles when we are around each other. We passed out at her place last night which meant that i slept on the couch and she slept on the love seat and as i was getting ready to pass...
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deadboy:
It's about time you had a bit of happiness in your life! You're far too sweet not to be adored! 
ojaeflo:
Just checking in! 
Fuck, it's been a while!
Fuck, it's been a while!
this is a new post mainly because the last one was so damn depressing. Awesome news ozzfest is this weekend!!!!!!! I'm so fucking excited its insane I cant wait! Other than that things are good, the girlfriend and i had a hardcore talk on monday night, and it was nice to hear her say that she wants me to be able to talk to her...
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ojaeflo:
Love RAWKS. 
javacat:
Mmmmmm......love!
Good for you. It's well deserved and your g/f has incredible taste in women!
Good for you. It's well deserved and your g/f has incredible taste in women!
well boys and girls yesterday was a terribly horrible day. The kitten had been sick for about a week, and i took her back to the vet once i noticed she wasnt eating again. They discovered that she had oversized kidneys and ran some tests. they found out she had kidney degenerative disorder, and her kidneys had already began to fail. she was already a...
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javacat:
i'm so sorry. i know that's an awful decion to make but it was the right one -- for your kitten. hang in there and good luck.
deadboy:
You brought happiness and love into each other's lives. And you loved her enough to take her away from pain in the end, even though it was painful for you. I'm sure she's smiling down at you from kitty heaven! The hardest thing about love is letting someone go 
I just want to start off by saying that Jenna is incredible. Everyday gets better and better with her. Just last night we sat down and talked for a few, just kinda unloading about ourselves what we would really want to do with life if given the chance, and this that and the other. The more I get to know her the more I love...
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javacat:
Hey, very happy that you're very happy. You certainly deserve that and I hope it lasts forever!
By the way, I bet Jenna would like you to post a new set for your friends and fans here. Just guessing!!
All the best.
By the way, I bet Jenna would like you to post a new set for your friends and fans here. Just guessing!!
All the best.
hey guys, it's been awhile i know. Working fulltime has kept me busy beyond belief. Plus I've been spending tons of time with the girlfriend. Things are going really well with her, and I know i couldnt ask for more. I still havent named the kitten yet which is horrible because i'm going to have to take her to the vet soon and if she...
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kozmicblues:
Bedroom scenes are great. How about some outdoor pictures? (Trees, Water, Fire, etc.)
deadboy:
Since your cat's name is a mystery to all of us, how about.............Mystery?
hey guys its been a few, but work and life helps to keep me a very busy girl. Jenna and I are almost to the one month mark which is great, though I'm starting to hit that self doubt period that I always go through, I'm just trying like hell to fight it because I want this one to work. BTW I just got a...
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northern:
Awww.... she's so cute.
I'm awful at naming pets though. Always takes me a week or so with my own.
As long as you can stay on top of the self-doubt, reminding yourself that it's just a normal phrase for you, you'll be fine.
I'm awful at naming pets though. Always takes me a week or so with my own.
As long as you can stay on top of the self-doubt, reminding yourself that it's just a normal phrase for you, you'll be fine.
javacat:
Keep up the good fight and the end result will be worth the battle. We all have doubts and they can be conquered. I bet if you thought about it, you will remember some you've overcome and are better off for it.
Good luck with your new love and your new kitten.
Good luck with your new love and your new kitten.
satansangel:
my new kitten
so we've made it a week and a half, and i'm more exhausted than ever, but content beyond imaginable. i just hope this lasts. on a side note, i actually got financial assistance for the fall for school, so i wont have to sign my life away in loans, which is awesome!!! overall things are pretty good, plus i got my records and record player...
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we hung out last night, and i told her i was going home, and all she said was, youre taking me with you right? part of me was looking forward to a night of sleep in my own bed, by myself, but i couldnt pass up the chance to have another night of her in bed with me. we spent a few minutes kissing in...
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jericho:
she sounds good if you only get to the bathroom and you are cumming - im impressed!
jerzeeguy4ever:
How about the rest of the story, my goodness just reading what you have here gave me a nice throbbing hard -on!!
we spent friday and sat. night together, and its hard to walk out the door, because i dont want to not be holding or kissing her. she made the comment today that she'll be reminising till wed. about this weekend. *sigh* I'm getting zero sleep because we are awake together until the sun comes up. Work is going to be rough today but i dont...
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northern:
You're exhausted but exhilerated. That's a fantastic feeling.
If she realizes how lucky she is to have you in her life she'll wake up....if you need to talk I'll always be there for you!