So I'm home now, after days and days of too much and not enough.
Got home on Friday, fun fun. I went to see a friend's band...had a shitty time. I was essentially ignored by the person who's band I went to see, got harrassed by a shemale to get a pap smear, and then drove home. yea. great start. good thing I looked cute right?
Saturday, fine...did some last minute shopping, slept and watched a lot of TV. The dial up did not facilitate interneting at all. Got to talk to lil bro. I miss him tons.
Sunday...day of hell. The morning was fab...sis made breakfast, opened presents and then napped...long long time. Woke up and went to gram's for dinner. This is were the disaster starts. Food=aweful. I don't know who cooked, but it made me wanna yak. Green bean casserole is not made with whole green beans, and you have to add milk and butter to mashed potatoes or they are too flaky and dry...UGH! At least the turkey and sweet potatoes were good. Great gram acutally came, didn't know or recognize anyone, I suppose that's what happens when you're 95. Her caretaker was bit by the dog and had to go to the hospital for 9 stiches. Cousin bitch face couldn't keep her mouth shut and ran her mouth for hours and hours and no one told her to be quiet. Ended up chasing off my gramps, and hurting my gram's feelings. If that wasn't enough, she picked a fight with my other cousin (her sister) and generally was loud, annoying, and self important. I tried to drink and make things better and failed. I left early and went home half full and upset. I can't understand why half my family is so fucking white trash and can't see the value and importance in people other than themselves. It makes me angry and sad. I did get to see some of my fam that I adore and that made it bearable. Thankful for them.
Sis and I went to Denny's and had a TIME. uncooked bacon, weird waitors and slimy onion rings, redeemed the night. Went to a bar later that night with a friend and had an interesting/fun time...
Tried to go grocery shopping yesterday with mom, but the stores were pretty wiped out from xmas food shopping, but we did find other things to buy....b/c that's fun. Buying things you don't need that you didn't intend to buy. I live on that.
Shopped more today and came home. I love getting money for xmas then I get to go buy my own stuff...I'm so independent.
Got lots o good stuff, most importantly, an ipod. finally. my life is complete.
I don't wanna write anymore b/c it's just too depressing/time consuming/boring.
love to all.
New years=suck. I set my heart in a place he couldn't get at it...
Got home on Friday, fun fun. I went to see a friend's band...had a shitty time. I was essentially ignored by the person who's band I went to see, got harrassed by a shemale to get a pap smear, and then drove home. yea. great start. good thing I looked cute right?
Saturday, fine...did some last minute shopping, slept and watched a lot of TV. The dial up did not facilitate interneting at all. Got to talk to lil bro. I miss him tons.
Sunday...day of hell. The morning was fab...sis made breakfast, opened presents and then napped...long long time. Woke up and went to gram's for dinner. This is were the disaster starts. Food=aweful. I don't know who cooked, but it made me wanna yak. Green bean casserole is not made with whole green beans, and you have to add milk and butter to mashed potatoes or they are too flaky and dry...UGH! At least the turkey and sweet potatoes were good. Great gram acutally came, didn't know or recognize anyone, I suppose that's what happens when you're 95. Her caretaker was bit by the dog and had to go to the hospital for 9 stiches. Cousin bitch face couldn't keep her mouth shut and ran her mouth for hours and hours and no one told her to be quiet. Ended up chasing off my gramps, and hurting my gram's feelings. If that wasn't enough, she picked a fight with my other cousin (her sister) and generally was loud, annoying, and self important. I tried to drink and make things better and failed. I left early and went home half full and upset. I can't understand why half my family is so fucking white trash and can't see the value and importance in people other than themselves. It makes me angry and sad. I did get to see some of my fam that I adore and that made it bearable. Thankful for them.
Sis and I went to Denny's and had a TIME. uncooked bacon, weird waitors and slimy onion rings, redeemed the night. Went to a bar later that night with a friend and had an interesting/fun time...
Tried to go grocery shopping yesterday with mom, but the stores were pretty wiped out from xmas food shopping, but we did find other things to buy....b/c that's fun. Buying things you don't need that you didn't intend to buy. I live on that.
Shopped more today and came home. I love getting money for xmas then I get to go buy my own stuff...I'm so independent.
Got lots o good stuff, most importantly, an ipod. finally. my life is complete.
I don't wanna write anymore b/c it's just too depressing/time consuming/boring.
love to all.
New years=suck. I set my heart in a place he couldn't get at it...
turbulence:
Different country, different family, nearly the same plot 
And I have my ipod for like 4 years ...
And I have my ipod for like 4 years ...