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i am now making a yummy veggie lentil curry..with zucc,cauliflower,broccoli,mushroom,green lentils and mung beans....madras curry paste,cream coconut,salt,pepper.coriander,mustard seed ground up together.water..simmer....

monday i'm going to go bug trafford again..i hate not working.the rollercoaster it puts me on.i hate feeling mentally unstable..spending too much time dwelling on things that don't need to be given so much thought.and if i'm not freaking out one person .i'm sure the hell freaking myself out!..if anyone hasn't noticed!! i tend to swing from overdramatic to everythings fine,to a removed i don't care state....sigh...don't worry, i shall return to my independent self reliant self soon.haha actually i hope to land somewhere in the middle of all that...i hate feeling vulnerable. no matter how healthy it is once in a while.damn i need some balance..

fuck,yesterday i pulled on my shoes and went to the store..and it still hurts to wear my shoe walking how long is this stupid baby toe going to bother me?it's been almost a month now since i fucked it up.

i need some new winter sweaters..blah, i usually try and buy those secondhand in the summer as they are much cheaper..

so everyone but me, got there cable hooked back up..for one insane moment i was like maybe this is some weird consperecy to get me out of the house..lol..but really they probably don't know that i got unhooked to.i'm just going to leave it off for now.i still get one channel and thats enough.

haha, on a funny note i was milling around on the computer and ran across this site..which totally made me laugh cause it reminded me of our creepy friend VIN..on the :do girls like watching bi men thread..and that it also had the suicidegirls name in it..do i hear law suit!!!!..lol....

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