doesn't anyone lov and miss russ meyer? i started a thread for our fav movies by him... 
here's a test my bstfrd sent me for you boys to do
men..how cool are you?
as it's my job being a virgo to OVER analyse myself and everyone else..i've come to realise that i use my body way too much to get attention or what i want.tho this has only been since my late 20's as my early years were full of low self-esteem and doubt from boys and men telling me how ugly i was.so i guess as i grew older and more into myself and my confidence grew and my comfort with my body and sexuality.it has made me over compensate for the early years..
now i've realised that maybe over the last few years i have been misusing?/abusing? my sexuality.and loosing touch with my interests and dropping hobbies i use to have.tho some of those like photography are about exploring my sexuallity and others fasination with it and ourselves naked.hm if that makes sense?
anyways i should really excersice my mind more to enthrall people instead of my body..or find a balance
tho really aren't most peoples interest in others as partners first based (most of the time) on visual attraction?
whats others thoughts on this?
maybe i have too much of a fasination in sex(uality,fetishes,erotic writing,photography)as a hobby? 
i should say that i edited it to add that i'm not all really really concerned about it ..but more like just bouncing my thought off you all.i know i have a much better handle on things now than i did say 2 years ago..but it was just on my mind today so i thought i'd share.tho ..hm ..yes i was concerned about the pushing myself on people part tho..but thanks to my friends i see the wisedom in your words..and feel much less worried, i'm bombarding people with the insecure side of myself.
here's a test my bstfrd sent me for you boys to do
men..how cool are you?
as it's my job being a virgo to OVER analyse myself and everyone else..i've come to realise that i use my body way too much to get attention or what i want.tho this has only been since my late 20's as my early years were full of low self-esteem and doubt from boys and men telling me how ugly i was.so i guess as i grew older and more into myself and my confidence grew and my comfort with my body and sexuality.it has made me over compensate for the early years..
now i've realised that maybe over the last few years i have been misusing?/abusing? my sexuality.and loosing touch with my interests and dropping hobbies i use to have.tho some of those like photography are about exploring my sexuallity and others fasination with it and ourselves naked.hm if that makes sense?
anyways i should really excersice my mind more to enthrall people instead of my body..or find a balance
tho really aren't most peoples interest in others as partners first based (most of the time) on visual attraction?
whats others thoughts on this?
maybe i have too much of a fasination in sex(uality,fetishes,erotic writing,photography)as a hobby?
i should say that i edited it to add that i'm not all really really concerned about it ..but more like just bouncing my thought off you all.i know i have a much better handle on things now than i did say 2 years ago..but it was just on my mind today so i thought i'd share.tho ..hm ..yes i was concerned about the pushing myself on people part tho..but thanks to my friends i see the wisedom in your words..and feel much less worried, i'm bombarding people with the insecure side of myself.
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you know...in most internet forums...you get to know people by how they interact long before you get to see them face-to-face (if ever). This is why so many people develop internet-crushes. It is safe, and probably more mentally stimulating than most meet-and-boff social interactions.
hahaha...i just said boff. hmm...that's a new one.
hobbies are deffinitely important for maintaining some semblence of sanity. pick one back up that you used to enjoy...it will be good for you.