sassylass

so yahoo clean laundry..smells so nice..can't wait to get into my pj's tonight ..and i'm washing my dishes..soon..lol
funny how organising your house can almost make you feel phycologically(sp?) that you are some how organising your life..welll whatever, if it makes me feel better thats all that matters..

so i'm a little depressed.i totally got into emailing with this guy and then all of a sudden it stops and he doesn't answer any of my emails..not good for someone like me who then feels the need to over email when getting ignored..blah..stupid obsessive/compulsive me takes over..then it totally scares them away.lol.

i really don't understand why people do that..i know i shouldn't take it personally but fuck !it does hurt my feelings..if you didn't find me interesting and such then why stay up into the early morning talking and getting to know one another . at least show enough respect. if you decide after a few days , i'm boring u or you don't want to continue emailing cause you've found someone new to get fasinated with. then fucken say so.don't just stop without an explaination..shit ,i hate that.like i'm some entertainment till the next big thrill comes along to stroke your ego.

oh well, maybe i'm over reacting and taking internet chat too seriously.but i still think you should treat people with respect.i guess i'm going to have to be more cautious about who i talk to.or guarded.and i don't like to do that. i like to be open.but now i'm learning that there is no such thing as trust and internet guys.sad.