Eh, not much to update about, really. I'm going through one of those phases where I become really isolated from everyone and keep most of my feelings to myself. I'm just really sick of telling people things, and then wishing that I hadn't. I had a friend who I just recently drifted apart from, and I still see her once in awhile, but it seems...
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Weird happenings tonight, dude. You know how they say things happen when you least expect them to? It's so incredibly true.

Just when I think that one aspect of my life is stable, it all changes on me. I think life really likes to keep me on my toes. Moving back home several months ago was really relaxing at first. I felt a little overwhelmed from the chaos of the apartment, so it was nice to be back somewhere familiar, safe, warm, and clean. So the...
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I've realized that instead of facing a lot of my problems, I just avoid them or put them off. This really isn't healthy. I think part of it is because I'm scared of confronting the problem, and I think that avoiding it will be easier. I think another reason is immaturity on my part. Avoiding the problem at first might be easier for awhile, but...
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I need a man. Badly. The end.

I am the luckiest girl ever! Today at work, Recoveringmale had a surprise for me, and guess what it was?? A "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban" cardboard promotional thingy, which I am going to promptly put in my room. And THEN, one of my online buddies in England is going to send me a FREE Harry Potter/Gryffindor scarf from the place he works!...
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Ohhhhh my stomach hates me right now. But nevertheless, a good Thanksgiving dinner was had. And to my delight, I have just been informed that nobody else in the house likes pumpkin pie! Yeesssss....all for meeeee....

I am going to attempt to repair a very old friendship tonight. I am going to force myself to put my pride aside, and write an apology letter...something I...
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I've found something to take my mind off the things that are bothering me. Actually, I should say I've rediscovered it. This whole shopping thing is really working for me. For some reason, and quite irresponsibly, it's very therapuetic for me to go out and spend lots of money. I've been doing too much of it lately, but then I make excuses for myself by...
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I have been sicker than a dog lately. Ugh. And not the good kind of sick where you can pamper yourself and spend the day doing things around the house that you didn't have time to before. But the kind of sick where I'm forced to stay in bed ALL day, and when I stand up I feel like I've either got a migraine or...
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I have given up on something tonight, something that I now realize has gone on for way too long. I actually gave it up in my mind a long time ago....but my heart has been unable to let go. I suppose (actually, I know) that part of my heart is still full of false hope. I don't know how to get rid of that. But...
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