sassitude

well guys, here in a few days my SG membership will automatically renew itself. I haven't decided if I want to discontinue it or not.

I enjoy the groups and stuff, but I haven't been active in the journal/friends stuff for awhile. Most of this has been due to a series of boy-related events; having to do with one boy in particular. For awhile, things were really really good. So I strayed away, and immersed myself in the relationship. Then things went really, really bad, and I'm still distancing myself from otherwise normal activities. Now I've sort of reached a middle ground where I'm proud of how good I'm doing, yet thinking about recent events can still get me really down. I just don't know.