sassitude

Eh, not much to update about, really. I'm going through one of those phases where I become really isolated from everyone and keep most of my feelings to myself. I'm just really sick of telling people things, and then wishing that I hadn't. I had a friend who I just recently drifted apart from, and I still see her once in awhile, but it seems like she uses some of the personal things I've told her to her advantage. I can't stand that. So I'm hoping that will change when I get in touch with my best friend after Christmas. I've also been thinking about that a lot, too. All of my other friends have really strong opinions about her; they think she has walked all over me in the past and that I should just forget about her. But if anyone's ever been that close with another person before, you realize that even though they may make mistakes and treat you badly, everyone messes up. And it's hard to just forget them. I've made my fair share of mistakes with her too, so I guess I'm just gonna have to take a defensive stance with this. If they don't like it, fuck 'em.

If you want something so bad, but you know that it's impractical, should you still want it?