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I am the luckiest girl ever! Today at work, Recoveringmale had a surprise for me, and guess what it was?? A "Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban" cardboard promotional thingy, which I am going to promptly put in my room. And THEN, one of my online buddies in England is going to send me a FREE Harry Potter/Gryffindor scarf from the place he works!...
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thumbs101:
free stuff is the best! especially when you get it from people you like. Boo for the collection agency though, Bad move on the apartment complexes part to ask for the deposit back after they already sent it out
alohra:
Thanks! I like to try to compare days to people, but I seldom have a day that actually works out for it.
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Ohhhhh my stomach hates me right now. But nevertheless, a good Thanksgiving dinner was had. And to my delight, I have just been informed that nobody else in the house likes pumpkin pie! Yeesssss....all for meeeee....

I am going to attempt to repair a very old friendship tonight. I am going to force myself to put my pride aside, and write an apology letter...something I...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
k, you can show it to me sometime in the next couple weeks. Could be fun...
bridgetwnpeddler:
They are the large lights and all multicolored... they look great. Well at least I think so!
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I've found something to take my mind off the things that are bothering me. Actually, I should say I've rediscovered it. This whole shopping thing is really working for me. For some reason, and quite irresponsibly, it's very therapuetic for me to go out and spend lots of money. I've been doing too much of it lately, but then I make excuses for myself by...
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metalslut:
I think the shopping thing is a genetic trait passed down from woman to woman. My mother and sister seem to be serious carriers of the shopping gene.
bridgetwnpeddler:
I hope your day is great to.

I am looking forward to being overstuffed and hanging out with family and friends. I hope you have the same.

Sean
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I have been sicker than a dog lately. Ugh. And not the good kind of sick where you can pamper yourself and spend the day doing things around the house that you didn't have time to before. But the kind of sick where I'm forced to stay in bed ALL day, and when I stand up I feel like I've either got a migraine or...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
you flatter me. kiss
bridgetwnpeddler:
Good Morning Sunshine. smile
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I have given up on something tonight, something that I now realize has gone on for way too long. I actually gave it up in my mind a long time ago....but my heart has been unable to let go. I suppose (actually, I know) that part of my heart is still full of false hope. I don't know how to get rid of that. But...
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recoveringmale:
ah the slow descent into cynicism. Hopefully you are not going down it too quickly... you're too young for that wink Although if you ever need some theme music for your cynicism, I have just the thing.
bridgetwnpeddler:
errr? you coming back I hope. kiss
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I feel loads of bitchiness coming on with me, and there's no reason for it.

I am supposed to meet with a personal trainer at my gym tomorrow so they can help me devise a workout that will focus on my personal goals. I'm scared. I keep picturing an insanely muscular and tan guy who yells a lot and makes me do hard things. eeek
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bridgetwnpeddler:
funny in a like... omg I hope I never go through that again! smile

all this trouble and when it started I just wanted to get laid!! tongue

oh well.. 6 months later...
bridgetwnpeddler:
Yeah but I have been breaking free and trying to be open to dating and hanging with other girls... Nothing is totally sparking my interest ... yet... but it will.

The more emotional distance I put between H and I the better.

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Vote, damnit. Vote for Kerry, and I'll be your friend.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
sooo did vote.. and so dissapointed with the outcome. frown
thumbs101:
I voted for kerry....but it wasnt enough....voted no on 36 as well, but nope, didnt do well on that measure either
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I am a mess lately. Nothing is going right, and I feel like I'm constantly on the verge of bursting into tears. Today my dad said some things that really got to me, and I did just that...I had to get away and go drive, and I'm sure all the fellow Portlanders I passed thought I was nuts, sobbing by myself in my car. Growing...
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thumbs101:
nope, you cant try to please them all the time, because all that really matters is how you feel, and if you end up sacrificing your feelings for them, then you'll end up hurting more in the end
molonel:
It sounds like you need to get out. I don't know where you are in your life, or if that's possible, but there comes a point where you just need to leave. I get along with my parents very well. Extremely well, in fact. But even then, there came a point where I just needed to get out of the house and put distance between us.

Any chance of that any time soon?
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Everything has been more or less the same lately. I had a good cry the other day, which made me feel a little better. I have been feeling really emotional lately for some reason. Oh, and.....

READING HARRY POTTER!

Yes, I am halfway through the second book and it totally has me engrossed.

I think I have to do something tonight that will not be...
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thumbs101:
yes good luck
wolf_at_the_door:
I hope your uneasy task does not involve kidnapping that kid from the Harry Potter Movies, cause you can find better stuff to do than that.
LG
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Pardon me for being so blunt here, but....

I AM SO FUCKING HORNY ALL THE TIME!!!!!

These days, it has been really bad. Like 24/7 bad. Far too many hot guys have been coming into work, and I want to jump them all. I know that I would like to be in a relationship with somebody right now, but it's gotten so bad that I'm...
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thumbs101:
lol, yeah, I am gay. I like girls..what can I say...


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sanzio:
......MMmmm.........reAAlly... wink
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Ohhhh, not much new going on. Cleaned my car inside and out the other day, and am going to try and sell it now unless my mom wants to buy it. Started searching the newspapers and online for newer cars, but I still don't know what I want.

The other night I went to one of my co-worker's 'gigs' with another one of my co-workers....
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recoveringmale:
What? What!? It never stops being fun!! Oh wai, I lied, sometimes it gets kind of old.

"Don't knock masturbation, it's sex with someone I love" ~Woody Allen
stitches_u_up:
Oh no, that last bit...you are feeling blagh arent you. hm..battingcages are fun! havent been to on ein like oh about 10 years or so. not sure i could even hit a ball.

Know what you mean bout needing a good friend. my best friend changed jobs and moved, still semi-local, but rarely see him.

Hope things are better!
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I just went through weeks of no internet, thanks to the idiots at Qwest...ugh. I have completely moved back home, and it's not as huge of a difference than I thought it would be. I'm enjoying it so far, I feel less stressed out being here. I'm going to start having Fridays and Saturdays off, which makes my work life slightly better, although some days...
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wolf_at_the_door:
I'll bet it was big dumb guys like me that did it too smile
wolf_at_the_door:
No not exactly, I would rather just live back in WA. It was so much fun going up to the mountains.