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I did something productive yesterday, and filled out my Fafsa for school! Go me!

I've decided that I'm going to die in a car crash. I've almost gotten into an accident several times in the past couple of weeks. This will probably scare most of you, and make you never want to drive with me, and I'm okay with that because maybe you shouldn't. I've...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
don't do the "smart" thing darling, you are to young and beautiful for that. Take a risk... it might be good and if it is not the pain let's you know you are alive. I will still adore you either way. kiss
recoveringmale:
I know what you mean, dude... my housemate's afraid to drive with me too. He said today he hoped I didn't end up killing us both. smile

I call it being defensive by being aggressive, yep.
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Well, folks, life is back to its usual boringess for me. I went grocery shopping yesterday. I should just say, for the record, that I LOVE grocery shopping and I'm not really sure why. It also reminded me of the fact that I'm moving out soon, and will be grocery shopping all the time! tongue

On a sad note, my most favorite co-worker, recoveringmale has quit,...
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thumbs101:
yay for unproductiveness!
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Why the fuck would anybody think that when I'm in a visibly bad mood, that saying "gee, you're in a GREAT mood..." would cheer me up??? No, it just pisses me off.

Anyway, I'm going out tonight and HAVING FUN. This is something that I have not done in a long time, and by god, it's going to happen tonight! Yes! Fun!
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bridgetwnpeddler:
yeah, I think someone just got mad. It is like I stepped into the middle of something I did not understand. but it is okay.

saw you sign onto msn today. wanted to say hi but soooo buried at work with transition/merger issues and I was on a conference call so could not say hi.

feel free to say hello anytime. If I am too busy I will tell you but don't take offense k?
bridgetwnpeddler:
ps. how can you tell when you have a new testimonial? I only just now saw the one you posted. SOOOOOO SWEEET... and from such a freaking hottie!!! DAMN!!!

thank you.

Sean
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its_matt:
its like her face is slowly melting away........
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*sigh*. Someone, please tell me, why does life have to be so complicated? I know, I know, there's no good answer for that. I just can't EVER seem to figure shit out, and sometimes it really gets to me.

I had mentioned previously that I was going to write an apology email to my old best friend, Natalie. Well I did, and it worked. She...
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its_matt:
Queens
Of
The
Stone
Age
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yeah damien rice is amazing, got his albums and EPs you should check out tom baxter and sufjan stevens if you like his stuff.
its_matt:
feel free to talk my dear... if you had msn i could send you some tracks by those two...
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The computer crashed, hence my short absence from SG. I'm sad to say that not even the holidays could give me anything exciting to update about. Well, there is one thing: I will probably be moving out soon, which is going to be really exciting. I feel much more confident about this living situation than I did with the last one. Not to mention, this...
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alohra:
Guys are frustrating....TO THE MAX!!! Thank you for saying that I have cute hair. I think that Ben Kweller should come to Portland and do a private show for us. I bet that he's not frustrating. I would even let you have dibs.
bridgetwnpeddler:
if only we could make the trip there together. kiss
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Eh, not much to update about, really. I'm going through one of those phases where I become really isolated from everyone and keep most of my feelings to myself. I'm just really sick of telling people things, and then wishing that I hadn't. I had a friend who I just recently drifted apart from, and I still see her once in awhile, but it seems...
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recoveringmale:
my dear, the word should is suspect no matter how you look at it. remember the wisdom of Dilbert... we're not rational beings.
thumbs101:
hell yeah you can still want it, I just try to remember to differentiate between what I need and what I want.....
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Weird happenings tonight, dude. You know how they say things happen when you least expect them to? It's so incredibly true.
thumbs101:
sweet, hope that works out for you.
bridgetwnpeddler:
Told you good things could happen!! Well at least I hope it was good. smile
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Just when I think that one aspect of my life is stable, it all changes on me. I think life really likes to keep me on my toes. Moving back home several months ago was really relaxing at first. I felt a little overwhelmed from the chaos of the apartment, so it was nice to be back somewhere familiar, safe, warm, and clean. So the...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
lots to discuss, we should over coffee sometime. wink

just wanted to stop by and say hello and let you know you were on my mind.
thumbs101:
you know its waaay cheaper to live in an apartment with a roommate, maybe you should look into finding one.
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I've realized that instead of facing a lot of my problems, I just avoid them or put them off. This really isn't healthy. I think part of it is because I'm scared of confronting the problem, and I think that avoiding it will be easier. I think another reason is immaturity on my part. Avoiding the problem at first might be easier for awhile, but...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
today is....

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bridgetwnpeddler:
yes I feel the same sassi, but you bring me smiles so thank you for that.
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I need a man. Badly. The end.
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bridgetwnpeddler:
maybe you don't want to know what kind of wishes pass through this mind of mine. wink
thumbs101:
you'll find one, no worries!

thanks, I really hope thursday goes well