sassie

it looks so cold outside. i don't wanna go.

i want a new tattoo.

i want boobie implants. maybe, not seriously. idk.

i hate it here.

i hate what im doing with my life.

i've never taken the easy way out. i've worked hard for everything i have in life. nothing has ever been handed to me. maybe its time to start taking the short cuts...i don't see any of it paying off...

im feeling very nostalgic. i don't want to have these thoughts. they only confuse me. they make me want to drink to forget. i don't want to go back to that.

i took a xanax last night because the thoughts wouldn't let me sleep. it made me sleep in way longer than i wanted to on my day off.

i've been having an earache in my one ear. i had the hubby put some drops in it this morning before he left for work.

i need to go to the grocery store. maybe that will help me clear my mind. i need to shower first. i don't feel like wearing make-up today, but i will.

i don't know what were doing for diner tonight. i want some eggs benedict.

i guess thats all.

-sassie!