saskia6000

Went out on Friday night to the Cathouse, and got absolutely wrecked! Good night though... was with my best mate and some other guys and had a wicked time! Although i probably shouldnt have drunk 2 bottles of red wine before i went out and continued to drink when i got there... i had such a massive hangover!

Gonna have my pics up and running very soon! and yes, i will also put up pics of my body mods! Plus if any of you guys have any ideas for sets, please let me know! i aim to please!

Anyway, back to the other night... there were loads of cute guys out, but i was too busy dancing and having a laugh with my mates to care! Got back to my flat about 4am, and slept til about 1pm! I felt soooo ill when i got up and spent most of the day wondering if i was still drunk or just suffering from a major hangover. My cats also decided it would be a great idea to continually pester me for food! ARGH!

Last night my Vompire came up and we just chilled with some DVDs, but was still feeling a little worse for wear so onlyhad one glass of wine... i still dont think i am fully recovered!

I sometimes wonder whether or not this is fun anymore! but fuck it, time will surely take its toll sooner or later!

Some concluding thoughts...

Declared healthy and sent back into the world...
What this means, i still do not know!
Was i ever crazy? Maybe..,
or maybe life is!
So what have i learned?
Crazy isnt being broken or swallowing a dark secret.
Its you and me amplified...
If you ever told a lie and enjoyed it...
If you ever wished for something you knew could never come true!
I have leant that we are not perfect... and i can just about live with that now!
Most of us are living our lives, whatever that means.
Will i ever find myself back in that place again?
I dont know.
All i know is that my head can forget, but there isnt a day when my heart doesnt remember!

Sxxxxx