I want to travel. that would be sweet. travelling is nifty and i miss it. We used to go with my family all the time, roadtrips are like drugs to me....
I am not liking my city... it's people are too grumpy. there is too much hostility and it's rubbed off on me too much for me to enjoy. i need to be free'ed from this stressed out population.. i want to go to the woods and built a little fort. OH yea.... and i will have a little garden and the woodland creatures will all be my friends and we will sing.. just like on the movies okay! don't lie to me IT CAN BE DONE!!!! .....i've decided....
greeeeeeen is beautiful. we don't even get seasons here. and the world has so much beauty i have yet to explore. i need to travel. the highway runs in my veins........
*does a little dance*
I am feeling a lot more clear headed latley and i have been wanting to move up and do something with my 'art' to get my life going a little better than it is at this very moment....
But i am also very sick of being negative. its an easy habbit to get into and hard to get out of. it effects your whole mood when the people areound you are like that too. becuase when you want to be positive there are negative people around and they suck to fun out of the air.
it blows...
but that's okay things will get better i am going to try and make some new friends so i will have more to do with my days while i am in calgary and i am not working.
Today is beautiful. the sun is shining oh so friendlylylyly the birds are singing the grass and trees are green and the last snow is melting away. its going to be alot easier to get out of bed now with the sun shining and all. maybe i will go for a bikeride. or just a nice walk... i am sick of feeling crappy! my attitude must be happy or nothing.
Blah.
I'm done for now.
I am not liking my city... it's people are too grumpy. there is too much hostility and it's rubbed off on me too much for me to enjoy. i need to be free'ed from this stressed out population.. i want to go to the woods and built a little fort. OH yea.... and i will have a little garden and the woodland creatures will all be my friends and we will sing.. just like on the movies okay! don't lie to me IT CAN BE DONE!!!! .....i've decided....
greeeeeeen is beautiful. we don't even get seasons here. and the world has so much beauty i have yet to explore. i need to travel. the highway runs in my veins........
*does a little dance*
I am feeling a lot more clear headed latley and i have been wanting to move up and do something with my 'art' to get my life going a little better than it is at this very moment....
But i am also very sick of being negative. its an easy habbit to get into and hard to get out of. it effects your whole mood when the people areound you are like that too. becuase when you want to be positive there are negative people around and they suck to fun out of the air.
it blows...
but that's okay things will get better i am going to try and make some new friends so i will have more to do with my days while i am in calgary and i am not working.
Today is beautiful. the sun is shining oh so friendlylylyly the birds are singing the grass and trees are green and the last snow is melting away. its going to be alot easier to get out of bed now with the sun shining and all. maybe i will go for a bikeride. or just a nice walk... i am sick of feeling crappy! my attitude must be happy or nothing.
Blah.
I'm done for now.