I'VE SEEN THE TEXTS YOU SENT SCOLDING HIM FOR SHARING INFORMATION WITH ME, AND SAYING THAT YOU SAID THOSE THINGS IN CONFIDENCE (ALBEIT, I HEARD FROM A FEW SOURCES, NOT JUST HIM) SO I KNOW YOU WERE RUNNING YOUR MOUTH, I HAVE PROOF OF YOU ADMITTING IT, AND YOU STILL CAN'T JUST SAY IT- PATHETIC!
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP LYING. I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT AN APOLOGY, I JUST WANT YOU TO STOP TREATING EVERYONE LIKE THEY'RE STUPID BY ACTUALLY THINKING WE'RE ALL GOING TO BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU SAY AT THIS POINT.
WHY ARE YOU INCAPABLE OF OWNING UP TO ANYTHING YOU DO WRONG,
WHOLE-HEARTEDLY??
STOP CHANGING TOPICS AND MAKING OTHER ARGUMENTS, THE POINT IS YOU TALK SHIT THEN YOU LIE ABOUT IT, WHEN CONFRONTED. JUST TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH!
JUST STOP LYING, FOR FUCKSAKES
go ahead and flag me
there were no threats, i just said i hope i didn't have to talk to you about this again.
sorry i didn't get you flowers when i told you the truth.
you wanted me to sugar coat it here's some nice stuff to lessen the blow:
you're pretty, you can be nice when you're on your meds, or when you make the effort to put on a front, you're can model and are awesome at striking eye contact in your photos and have great legs....
Otherwise, you are nasty, pathetic, lost, and trapped your own web of lies, but you just can't seem to get out.
How do you get out?
stop lying, say; "yeah, you know what shan i DID say all that shit about you, and i'm sorry i'm so fucked up and take it out on everyone else instead of focusing on my own problems. I want to get better"
THAT IS STEP ONE, YOU NEED TO TAKE IT OR YOU'RE STUCK THERE FOREVER.
All your messages are you trying to insult me, but it doesn't affect me, because you're such a liar, everything that comes out of your mouth is bullshit so i don't put stock in any of it. You keep trying but forget i have years on you, and that I'M IN THE RIGHT you tried to be two-faced, i called you on it - so why can't you just own up to it?
everything in your life is private so you can cover up your lies,
you started this, you asked for it by opening your mouth,
you want to end it??- shut up
oh and bitch, my uncle's a lawyer- bring it.
otherwise, pretend i don't exist and i'll do the same for you... like already was, until you decided to start this....
let me make that abundantly clear.
it's nice on this side of the grass you should try not lying for a while...
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST STOP LYING. I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT AN APOLOGY, I JUST WANT YOU TO STOP TREATING EVERYONE LIKE THEY'RE STUPID BY ACTUALLY THINKING WE'RE ALL GOING TO BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU SAY AT THIS POINT.
WHY ARE YOU INCAPABLE OF OWNING UP TO ANYTHING YOU DO WRONG,
WHOLE-HEARTEDLY??
STOP CHANGING TOPICS AND MAKING OTHER ARGUMENTS, THE POINT IS YOU TALK SHIT THEN YOU LIE ABOUT IT, WHEN CONFRONTED. JUST TELL THE FUCKING TRUTH!
JUST STOP LYING, FOR FUCKSAKES
go ahead and flag me
there were no threats, i just said i hope i didn't have to talk to you about this again.
sorry i didn't get you flowers when i told you the truth.
you wanted me to sugar coat it here's some nice stuff to lessen the blow:
you're pretty, you can be nice when you're on your meds, or when you make the effort to put on a front, you're can model and are awesome at striking eye contact in your photos and have great legs....
Otherwise, you are nasty, pathetic, lost, and trapped your own web of lies, but you just can't seem to get out.
How do you get out?
stop lying, say; "yeah, you know what shan i DID say all that shit about you, and i'm sorry i'm so fucked up and take it out on everyone else instead of focusing on my own problems. I want to get better"
THAT IS STEP ONE, YOU NEED TO TAKE IT OR YOU'RE STUCK THERE FOREVER.
All your messages are you trying to insult me, but it doesn't affect me, because you're such a liar, everything that comes out of your mouth is bullshit so i don't put stock in any of it. You keep trying but forget i have years on you, and that I'M IN THE RIGHT you tried to be two-faced, i called you on it - so why can't you just own up to it?
everything in your life is private so you can cover up your lies,
you started this, you asked for it by opening your mouth,
you want to end it??- shut up
oh and bitch, my uncle's a lawyer- bring it.
otherwise, pretend i don't exist and i'll do the same for you... like already was, until you decided to start this....
let me make that abundantly clear.
it's nice on this side of the grass you should try not lying for a while...
(therefore i've deleted your comment)
you would have a leg to stand on with all this if you weren't absolutely off topic and ignoring the main point, and coming to my page to continue to harass me. You asked me not to write you back; i didn't.
and didn't put your name in the blog, so by you commenting you let everyone know who i was writing to (smart move...???)
if someone is going to bad mouth me behind my back, especially after sending me an ass kissing letter, i'm going to call them out on it.
Talking about me is one thing, but the fact that you also made a bunch of shit up.... you pretty much asked for this, so stop crying about getting your just deserts.
i didn't reply originally because of your disorderS (multiple, not anxiety, and i still don't believe you have that at all, you make up everything - which is why you have Suicide Giurls as a safe haven; you can create your completely delusional world here where people will believe whatever they read. I'm almost glad for you that you have something like this; it gives you an escape from your reality)- i felt more pity than anger.
but then you kept doing it, i did nothing to you to deserve it, i never bad mouth people, especially other women, so as far as i'm concerned, you are now getting a heavy dose of much needed reality.
You lied more than once at Kustom, everyone's aware of at least 3 huge ones, you tell people you quit both there and lush when the reality is you got fired, from both.
When i said you couldn't get your shit together, i meant on a personal level; like sticking to meds, trying to fight your pathological tendency of lying about pretty well everything in your life,not creating more and more drama (for you and everyone) not doing drugs that interfere with your mental state *up the nose* .... etc.
As for your lawyer retort; no it's actually not a conflict of interest- also even if it was(which again, it's not), do you not suppose maaaaybe he'd just hook me up with another lawyer, that he works with???
We're both being immature with the blogging; it's true-
however, the email wasn't immature; it was me standing up for myself, against someone that consistently misrepresents herself to me and just about everyone she meets.
i have a right to do that; all you had to do is say; look shan- you're right i was shit talking you, i'm sorry and then we could just ignore each other and the whole situation. But instead you drag this out...over and over.....
so for the last time; i hope:
UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE HONEST (it'll be a huge positive step for you) AND SAY YOUR SORRY, AND THAT YOU'LL STOP, THEN ACTUALLY DO THAT. AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED, DO THAT AND THEN WE CAN BOTH DROP IT, OTHERWISE, THIS IS A SMALL CITY AND YOU'RE JUST MAKING THINGS UNCOMFORTABLE FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED IN THIS. ESPECIALLY YOURSELF (that's not a threat, it's just that i know how self conscious you are, and how you have high highs, and very low lows and your constant lying is just proof of you need for everyone to like you and approve of you). IF YOU CAN'T DO THESE THINGS THEN : FUCK OFF. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE IT'S ALL BULLSHIT.
As for anything else you wrote that i'm not touching on it's because it's all very off topic, i'm sticking to the whole reason i wrote back to you (finally,i know) in the first place, because that's all that matters. You want to throw rocks i don't care, as i said nothing you say to me hurts because you breath lies, and negativity.
oh and talk about my anxiety disorder all you want, it doesn't bother me, nor does it make me lie and manipulate people like you do, it just makes me nervous and shy with the odd panic attack; but seeing as how i'm constantly getting help for it, it's dissipating. As for your stuff, i'm sorry if you felt i had aired out your private matters, but as long as i've known you,when you aren't name dropping, talking about partying or drugs, or how everyone thinks your so pretty (which you are, i just wish it reflected on your insides), you talk about your disorderS with people, so i wasn't aware that you were attempting to keep it a secret. That said, it's the disorders you have that factor into your behaviour. Maybe with out them you'd be less of an asshole, but seeing as how you can't even be truthful and admit what you did; i really believe you just don't have the capacity for honesty, and humility. Which is really too bad, and i sincerely hope you can at the very least use this experience of getting called out on your behaviour to your advantage and grow by accepting what you did, admitting it and apologizing. If you can't then i hope you get another opportunity to do it before you end up fucking yourself over by spinning a web you can't get out of.
I'm sorry it had to come to this teen-age like blog war.... i really thought you might just say sorry...
anymore of you writing me that isn't you acknowledging your mistakes and apologizing,
and i will be saving them as proof of harassment and i will get a restraining order.
i've talked with exes of yours, and it seems we all want the same thing, you to leave us alone; and by the sounds of it, it'll be really easy to get the ro.