Sunday Sep 22, 2002

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Alright, so its almost 2 am and I've been up since 5am. I got to sleep around 1:30 or 2 am last night and I couldn't fall back to sleep. I was just scaring myself senseless with my own thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. I've been talking on AIM because its the only contact I have right now, if I shutdown my computer and attempt...
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prudence:
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!tongue try to think of neil diamond's (original) version instead. ANYTHING'S better than UB40 doing it!

Sunday Sep 22, 2002

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"Uninvited feelings, they come without a warning and they stay to long..."

Ugh, I've been feeling like shit for the better part of the past two weeks. I can't seem to shake these thoughts of loneliness and failure. I went to my cousins wedding this weekend, one of the best I've ever been too. And while I was so happy for he and his wife...
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verifythis:
*Bear hug* You know I am here for when the footing is unsteady.

-sarah

Monday Sep 16, 2002

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"Depression's got a hold of me, depression I gotta break free..."

It never lasts too long, the moments of happiness I am blessed with between the periods of shitty, stupid ass, suicidal thoughts. Yesterday I was hanging out with some of my friends. I noticed how happy one of my friends was with her girlfriend. They've been in love for almost 2 years now. This...
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assface:
i feel your pain. esspecially about the pizza burning.
verifythis:
you WILL update profile. this is of super importance. Got in too late to call ya. phone didn't ring for message, was out of service area.

-sarah

Sunday Sep 15, 2002

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I'm the new kid on the SG school bus. I hope I don't get beat up on my first day...
maxx:
No...we wait until you least suspect it.
assface:
ill let it slide on account of the dead boys thing but you better watch yourself