sarcastro

Alright, so its almost 2 am and I've been up since 5am. I got to sleep around 1:30 or 2 am last night and I couldn't fall back to sleep. I was just scaring myself senseless with my own thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. I've been talking on AIM because its the only contact I have right now, if I shutdown my computer and attempt to go to sleep, I'll be right back where I was this morning, thinking of unpleasent things. I don't want to feel this way, I need to get come exercise and get out some aggression. I'm LITERALLY (not figuratively) sick in the pit of my stomach from this. Or maybe I have something, who knows, but I'm not doing well.