Monday Sep 23, 2002

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Feeling a bit better today. Not great, but better. The week promises to get better, two practices and a show. Its at some dairy farm out in the sticks, should be fun.

I sent the title to my car to the insurance company so that I guess it won't be my car much longer. At least I have gap coverage, but it sucks having to...
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verifythis:
Hi. Just sayin Hi.

-sarah
verifythis:
Since you no talky to me no more, perhaps you can update this bitch when you are online so I know what is up with you. Perhaps. Are you going to the ABC Bombers show tomorrow? It is no longer cd release, Curt told me the cds are stuck in Italy. But I am sure you are aware of this cause you are MR. SCENE. Lol. Hope the dairy farm show goes well. Those cows might get all rocked out. Wonder what rocked out milk tastes like.

-sarah

Sunday Sep 22, 2002

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Alright, so its almost 2 am and I've been up since 5am. I got to sleep around 1:30 or 2 am last night and I couldn't fall back to sleep. I was just scaring myself senseless with my own thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. I've been talking on AIM because its the only contact I have right now, if I shutdown my computer and attempt...
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prudence:
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!tongue try to think of neil diamond's (original) version instead. ANYTHING'S better than UB40 doing it!

Sunday Sep 22, 2002

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"Uninvited feelings, they come without a warning and they stay to long..."

Ugh, I've been feeling like shit for the better part of the past two weeks. I can't seem to shake these thoughts of loneliness and failure. I went to my cousins wedding this weekend, one of the best I've ever been too. And while I was so happy for he and his wife...
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verifythis:
*Bear hug* You know I am here for when the footing is unsteady.

-sarah

Monday Sep 16, 2002

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"Depression's got a hold of me, depression I gotta break free..."

It never lasts too long, the moments of happiness I am blessed with between the periods of shitty, stupid ass, suicidal thoughts. Yesterday I was hanging out with some of my friends. I noticed how happy one of my friends was with her girlfriend. They've been in love for almost 2 years now. This...
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assface:
i feel your pain. esspecially about the pizza burning.
verifythis:
you WILL update profile. this is of super importance. Got in too late to call ya. phone didn't ring for message, was out of service area.

-sarah

Sunday Sep 15, 2002

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I'm the new kid on the SG school bus. I hope I don't get beat up on my first day...
maxx:
No...we wait until you least suspect it.
assface:
ill let it slide on account of the dead boys thing but you better watch yourself