So much drama this weekend. Oh well, most of it has passed surprisingly enough. I'm doing better. Details when I feel like it...
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I'm feeling lonely and depressed. Again. For the billionth time. I am in dire need of companionship. Its funny, because when I am in that state, I am at my least attractive. If sober I just stare at the walls and wish I was dead. If I'm not sober, I simply make an ass out of myself. Why the fuck can't I be happy? Why...
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tryst:
I think that was the saddest thing I've read all day. 
If only you knew how many people care about you....
Miss ya, and I'm hating life right now too....all of it....
If only you knew how many people care about you....
Miss ya, and I'm hating life right now too....all of it....
sarcastro:
usually when i am this down, the ramones are the only thing that can snap me out of it for a moment, but this time, iggy saved...
SOME WEIRD SIN
Well, I never got my license to live
They won't give it up.
So I stand at the world's edge.
Well, I'm trying to break in
Oh no, it's not for me
Although the sight of it all
Makes me sad and you know
That's when I want
Some weird sin.
Things get too straight
I can't bear it.
I feel stuck
Stuck on a pin.
Well I'm trying to break in
And I know it's not for me.
And the sight of it all
Makes me sad and you know
That's when I want
Some weird sin.
That's when I want
Some weird sin
Just to relax with.
That's some dumb weird sin
For a while anyway.
With my head on the ledge
That's what you get out on the edge
Some weird sin.
SOME WEIRD SIN
Well, I never got my license to live
They won't give it up.
So I stand at the world's edge.
Well, I'm trying to break in
Oh no, it's not for me
Although the sight of it all
Makes me sad and you know
That's when I want
Some weird sin.
Things get too straight
I can't bear it.
I feel stuck
Stuck on a pin.
Well I'm trying to break in
And I know it's not for me.
And the sight of it all
Makes me sad and you know
That's when I want
Some weird sin.
That's when I want
Some weird sin
Just to relax with.
That's some dumb weird sin
For a while anyway.
With my head on the ledge
That's what you get out on the edge
Some weird sin.
Sad, nervous, dumbfounded, stressed out, looking forward to the furtue, pissed at the government, laughing manically, flabbergasted, pissed at cops, worried, and gasy. Thats what I've experienced in the last 150 minutes.
Michael Jackson's "The Way You Make Me Feel" is can be heard faintly on the the office stereo which is set on the mix station. I hope they play "Dancing on Ceiling" next....
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Michael Jackson's "The Way You Make Me Feel" is can be heard faintly on the the office stereo which is set on the mix station. I hope they play "Dancing on Ceiling" next....
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sarcastro:
Um, I guess I'm tired of acting like a kid at a time when I ought to be acting like an adult. Yeah, thats more like it. I totally miss BEING a kid.
tryst:
You're always gassy. 
Sorry about those other things. Guess this wouldn't be the best time to visit, eh? Traci's going to visit her boyfriend tomorrow morning. But she's staying until Monday and that's an awful long time to be bothering you when you're this stressed out. I did find out that I will be around on July 3rd though. And the 4th. mwah. feel better, please!
Sorry about those other things. Guess this wouldn't be the best time to visit, eh? Traci's going to visit her boyfriend tomorrow morning. But she's staying until Monday and that's an awful long time to be bothering you when you're this stressed out. I did find out that I will be around on July 3rd though. And the 4th. mwah. feel better, please!We need to come up with an idea for an album cover photo fast, I know you all have got to have some good ideas, you've been looking a shitty album covers most of your lives thinking "I could do better than that", on the other hand, none of the four of us came up with anything, so who's to say you all will have...
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inkinkinked:
pi- it's important if you want to know what's doing on with a circles.....and it's hip to be square.
*edited for the s in circles
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*edited for the s in circles
[Edited on Jun 01, 2003]
tryst:
A big picture of your ass...yeah...I'd buy that...
Practice, practice, practice...we've been practicing a lot recently. We're recording an EP next week which should be fun and irritating. The studio can be fun, but it can also be frustrating to the point where it feels like your spine is being ripped out. If the end result is a great EP, it will be worth the frustration.
Speaking of frustration, something went wacky with...
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clara:
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeayueuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
tryst:
You soooo need to visit me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I have 2 minutes before they kick me off the library computer)
"Empty frame on the wall
cat & mouse when you don't call
all I do is think of her
the t.v. screens picture's blurred, so
take it away! take it away!
every night the scene is set
I've got to drink to forget
I cannot incure this debt
where's the gun? here's my head!
let's go to the hongkong,
breaking glass at madame wong's.
let's...
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cat & mouse when you don't call
all I do is think of her
the t.v. screens picture's blurred, so
take it away! take it away!
every night the scene is set
I've got to drink to forget
I cannot incure this debt
where's the gun? here's my head!
let's go to the hongkong,
breaking glass at madame wong's.
let's...
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clara:
Damn! I slept through the Big Daddy Chrome thing. I love seeing those guys. Congratulations on the car.
tryst:
Turn the light off and go back to sleep!!! 
Depressed.
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tryst:
Don't be depressed, maniac. *Hugs*
ps- can't wait to get a phoneline again! I miss ya.
ps- can't wait to get a phoneline again! I miss ya.
For some reason I'm really missing my grandparents today. Its been years since they took their last breath, but they are consuming my thoughts today.
I don't like the rain. I hope we don't have hear about the draught this year. Conservation is necessary and all, but people don't realize that annual precip. data is just and average and some years we get more, some years we get less. Anyway, why the fuck am I talking about this.
My nephew turned 1 today. Happy birthday Drew!
My nephew turned 1 today. Happy birthday Drew!
I'm feeling much better today. I've been looking at health insurance prices and they're not quite as much as I thought they would be. I also made up a budget, I'm going to have to stopp aating out for lunch as much and spend less at the bars. By fixing up my bike and riding it into work on days I don't really need a...
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Laura was back in town last night and today. It was great getting to see her again, perfect for most of the night. We hung out at a bar and drank Bohs and talked and laughed and kissed (a lot). I was feeling closer and closer to her as the night went on. When we got back to my place we talked some more, mostly...
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clara:
If she's warning you that she thinks it won't work out, listen to her. Otherwise, I'm hoping it all goes well.
I woke up yesterday with an eye infection. It doesn't hurt like it did yesterday, but it still smarts a bit. When my parents saw me yesterday, they flipped out because I don't have health coverage. Then they starting ripping into me about everything else they find wrong with me. My job. Hair cut. Friends. Where I live. Fun. Happy Easter to me.
I'm going...
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clara:
Aw, feel better and YAY FOR YOU!
That pic of you and the cat is adorable!
Cherry xox
Bleh.
Tell us about your drama, Mr. Non-caller-backer. I left the cell number this time, as requested, and STILL haven't heard from you. I give up!!!