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Wednesday May 05, 2004

May 5, 2004
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Oy... I'm getting spam in my journal. surreal

Why the hell does my idiot fucking neighbor have to go into the hallway to talk on his cell phone? No one wants to hear how you hooked up with two sorority sluts at the keg party last night, you fucking douche.

In other news, my mind has been on a single track for the past few weeks prepping for this movie shoot. I'm so into this thing, I'm even planning out camera moves while I sleep. This project will encompass my entire life for the next few months. I seem to be getting more offers to help every day. In fact, I've gotten not one but two requests to write the film's soundtrack.

In the midst of all this, I still have one friend that keeps naysaying the entire project. It's strange because she loves movies as much as I do, and it seems like whenever I talk about it, she can only point out flaws or find new and different ways to say how it won't work. You know when your parents teach you to drive and they overreact and second-guess everything you do? That's what this feels like. She tends to make me feel like I have no idea what I'm doing, and this really saddens me. She's a great friend, and I love her, but I have no idea what she has against this thing. For all intents & purposes, she should be my strongest supporter. Yet she acts like she doesn't even want to hear about it. I had asked her if she wanted to take part, and she just sort of shrugged and brushed it off like she wasn't interested. So I honestly can find no reason why she wants to be the antagonist in this situation. I dunno... I guess I just won't mention it when she's around.

Aside from that bit of unpleasantness, the production is moving along pretty swiftly, and I see nothing but positive things for it.

My buggy pals have been predicted to jump the gun and come out this weekend, ahead of schedule. Perhaps I'll take my camera outside and get some preemptive footage of them buzzing around.
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morticiajet:
hi you saw my rejected set, ur comment made me grin smile
May 9, 2004
hrlyquinn:
It sucks when friends act like that. I've had it happen to me. I've got to agree with what other people are saying about it. She's probably jealous...either that or she feels like you don't have any time for her anymore. Have you talked to her about it? Maybe if you ask her, she'll just come out and tell you what the problem is.

You sound really dedicated to this movie. I can't see anything but success for you! (I will be not-so-secretly jealous of your determination. I'm no good at applying myself like that. wink ) You rock!
May 9, 2004

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