saramonster's SuicideGirls Blog

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When you go. Take me with you. I could use a brake from world I live in.

Aug 29, 2005

I feel the world tugging at me from all sides myself. If it's not loneliness it's longing. If it's not stress it's memories from years ago, wishing things were the way they used to be. And just think, you've just begun!

Aug 30, 2005

My head is spinning.
And everybody is moving on. They're starting new lives, and learning new things, so that they can move up in the world.
Mutiny left this morning, and from here on out, I wont see her for the longest time. Or at least until I learn how to ride the train or get a job. Whichever comes first.
Another friend of mine,...
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billybillybilly:

Life is prodding you towards the apples.

Aug 28, 2005

billybillybilly:

Oh, and yeah. You do deserve cuddling.

Aug 28, 2005

So yeah, the night before last I hadn't slept for quite some time. And now today, it's about.. 10:30 in the morning on Friday and I'm actually awake. Mutiny is sleeping yet again, and I can't sleep because.. guess what kids? I had coffee. Sound familliar?

Yeah, so I went to a strip club..

I wasn't really having that good of an evening to begin...
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mutiny:

you ARE a nipple pleasing master.

and you ARE amazing.

im going to miss you.

Aug 26, 2005

I have quite a few pictures of this certain creepy mexican in my pictures section. God, he might rule more than I thought.
"You packin?"
"Packin' what? What do you mean..? What's that?!"
Lol.
Mmm.. Mutiny is sleeping in my bed.

saramonster is not sleeping at all.
saramonster had coffee tonight. She isn't going to sleep for awhile yet.

In other news. I'm going to...
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anishka:

HA! I never sleep either gorgeous. Its because we party hard like rock stars, right? With, erm, our coffee and all! WHOOOPIE!

Aug 25, 2005

billybillybilly:

Aug 25, 2005

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anishka:

MEOW BABY!

Aug 24, 2005

yuriel:

sweet.

Aug 24, 2005

And as I'm sitting here I can't help but feel like a character from a movie. I can't exactly be sure of which movie, but I'm sure as hell hoping it's one of those love flicks where she ends up falling in love with some guy she can't have. Moves away for school, meets someone new and completely forgets about true love. One could only...
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As anyone would have them, I had another bad evening. It's nothing I haven't already done to myself, however.. and it seems as if I never learn from my mistakes. To make matters worse, I'm simply around people that are happy go lucky. It's rather ironic for me that even better people live close to downtown! Good thing he was home. I got to vent...
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uncaringmachine:

I have them all the frickin time my dear. You aren't the only one that likes to mope. I probably do it better! So take that. Oh, and I love that picture of you laughing in your pics section. Probably because you don't like it. Ha.

Aug 21, 2005

mutiny:

aw. i love you. im sorry. <3

Aug 21, 2005

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/1/60/189601/46330/667268.JPG
The day before yesterday almost sucked, but came out wonderfully as you can see here.
In black and white.

Brandon called me back lastnight because I called him earlier wondering what all of the drama was about after I left the night before last asking about getting my book back. He wouldn't tell me the story, but I guess he wanted to talk to...
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anishka:

of course we will hang out. fo shizzle my SARA! WOOOOOOOOT horrorpops! they are having a concert on Oct 14th? you up for it?

Aug 18, 2005

anishka:

and tell that boy to step up...that I am 500 pounds of raging fury and I am going to laaaaaaaay the SMACK DOWN...can he smell WHAT I AM COOOOOOOOKIN?
Wow I am a loser.
are you sure you want to hang out with me?
I will bake you cookies.

Aug 18, 2005

mutiny:

i miss your face like woah.

i want to hump it when i get....

not home anymore.

when i get......

to your town.

on the 18th.

but i'll call you on the 17th.

kaythanks.

heart.

Aug 16, 2005