saramonster

a n g e r section.

do you have a quick temper?: It usually depends.

what do you do when you're mad?: Try to ignore it, but end up swearing to high heaven that I'm gonna do something about it.

what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Thrown things.

if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: uhm, actually no. i'm entirely bored right now. it's some good time killing fun.

ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Maybe. I don't really remember.

ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: No way. I'm only good with words.. sometimes.

do you curse when you're mad?:


c r y i n g section.

when was the last time you really cried your heart out? Earlier today because I feel like a waste of oxygen.

ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: I'm kind of a introverted person, so it's really hard for me to do so. Not really, no.

ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yeah, it's probably what most of my tears are from.

do you cry when you get an injury?: It depends on if it hurts enough. I usually don't, though.

do certain songs make you cry? Unfortunately, yes, they do.

can you make yourself cry?: *nod*


p a i n section.

what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: High School. The most emotional years of my life.

what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: Lied to myself about things.

what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: I can't be sure. Ask them about it.

ever had a painful break up?: All of my break ups have been painful.

what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: What about it?

how depressed can you get?: I used to get pretty bad. I'd fall into a hole and wouldn't be able to get out. I wouldn't want to get out. Now is a little bit different.

do you inflict pain on yourself?: Proud to say that I don't anymore.

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: I'm happy enough.

what can make you happy?: Friends, people, music, pretty hair dyed in lots of pretty colors, makeup, books, internet, and more music.

do you wish you were happier?: Nah. I'm pretty good, now. If I got any happier, I might float away.

what makes you the happiest?: When people are what they should be. Good conversation, relating to people.. seeing a good band play live and not kill me with their crazy kids in circle pits

is being happy overrated?: Just a tad. As well as depression.

what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: Sure does. Except when they're being assholes. Everybody has their days.

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: I honestly wouldn't be able to tell you.

do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: always will. sometimes it's hard to let go of things like that.

have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: pretty much only my dad.

did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: i've never told someone that i loved them in a relationship, before. i used to fear rejection a great deal..so i was never in that many relationships, ever. i just got out of one not too long ago and it's made me realize a lot about myself.

ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: it would feel that way.

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: of course. it's the truest of love. and i say it back all of the time.

ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: that would be selfish of me to do. no, i haven't ever done that.

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: YOU.

ever made a hit list?: once upon a time when I was really young. okay, so I was only in high school.

have you ever been on a hit list?: How would I know? Heh..

are you a mean bully?: NOPE!

do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: I might have to dislike them for a long time.

do you hate George Bush?: Sure, why not!

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: It used to be really low, but It's been growing higher within the past year. I feel alot better about myself. I actually initiate conversation with strangers now. I really like the new me.

do you believe in yourself?: Yes.

when people say they think you are pretty/handsome, do you deny you are?: This question was pretty much made so that people who think they are pretty sound stuck up. But no, I don't deny it. Vocally at least... I just smile most of the time.

are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: No. But I can, however, be idiotic.

ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: Yes.

are you happy with who you are?: I think I can be better. I want to be better. I want to go to school, and open a salon and do a whole bunch of other stuff.. but I'm kind of tied down as it stands.

do you wish you can be someone else?: With certain aspects, yes.