So I haven't very much to say as of recent.
Job hunting is a complete disaster.
No luck what so ever.
2 specific people wont stop calling my cell phone.
and by "wont stop" i mean, it's a bad thing.
ah shit, now they're leaving me messages.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PEOPLE?
Yesterday, despite the ginormous heat index, I put effort into calling a few places that result in getting interviews for a friend of mine. Cool. I don't get much of anything. She quits the hunt essentially, while I am still looking. I still don't find anything. I am vocal about this, and still want to look... so instead she just goes to her grandma's and is a total bitch to me.
Today.. she's depressed and needs people to talk to. She doesn't really listen when it regaurds her b/f anyways, so why bother? My mom calls and gives me some crap as well about not consolling her. I'm sorry, but I don't see what kind of friendship that is. She only needs me when I'm a consolling type of person. I usually would love to get that type of treatment in return.
I'm going to go take a shower and hope this all washes away. AND THEN.. I'm going to eat. Sit. And. Eat.
Maybe fill out some internet applications in a little while.
Job hunting is a complete disaster.
No luck what so ever.
2 specific people wont stop calling my cell phone.
and by "wont stop" i mean, it's a bad thing.
ah shit, now they're leaving me messages.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PEOPLE?
Yesterday, despite the ginormous heat index, I put effort into calling a few places that result in getting interviews for a friend of mine. Cool. I don't get much of anything. She quits the hunt essentially, while I am still looking. I still don't find anything. I am vocal about this, and still want to look... so instead she just goes to her grandma's and is a total bitch to me.
Today.. she's depressed and needs people to talk to. She doesn't really listen when it regaurds her b/f anyways, so why bother? My mom calls and gives me some crap as well about not consolling her. I'm sorry, but I don't see what kind of friendship that is. She only needs me when I'm a consolling type of person. I usually would love to get that type of treatment in return.
I'm going to go take a shower and hope this all washes away. AND THEN.. I'm going to eat. Sit. And. Eat.
Maybe fill out some internet applications in a little while.
sorry about the jobhunt. its the same for most of us. minefield. total wreck. impossibility. -stab-
people are..... hell.......
i hate this heat the nice rainy gray weather all day has.... kinda made me feel all soft and content inside yet.... yeah. but... why would I -want- sunny days. i cant stand heat. and i normally sleep al day anywho.
i know how it feels wanting someone to talk to.... and not being able to listen properly or act on the advice and likewise deal with someone you so wish you could help but cant.
i would indeed love to give and recieve said treatment. its the least that can be done to improve this dump of a world.
good luck on the apps and washing it all away in a nice warm shower.