a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?: It usually depends.
what do you do when you're mad?: Try to ignore it, but end up swearing to high heaven that I'm gonna do something about it.
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Thrown things.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: uhm,...
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do you have a quick temper?: It usually depends.
what do you do when you're mad?: Try to ignore it, but end up swearing to high heaven that I'm gonna do something about it.
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Thrown things.
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: uhm,...
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annalee:
Yeah I will hide you under my sleeping bag! 
Seriously it was so amazing there were people from America there actually. I like your journal today 
xx
Seriously it was so amazing there were people from America there actually. I like your journal today xx
annalee:
Just lately I've been thinking about finding out more about dream interpretation. When mentioned to a friend of mine a couple years ago, he became worried and told me not to.
It still makes me wonder to this day what he was afraid of me discovering.
In any case, I've had a lot of time on my hands lately, to sleep and dream. And have...
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It still makes me wonder to this day what he was afraid of me discovering.
In any case, I've had a lot of time on my hands lately, to sleep and dream. And have...
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As if things weren't already looking up, I had this dream lastnight.. and Brandon was in it. That's as much as I remember about it at all. He was there.
Tonight, I was hanging out with Kristina, and I got two voice mails from him. "You might wanna call me." "I'd like to talk to you."
It's not hard to ignore him, because I've been...
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Tonight, I was hanging out with Kristina, and I got two voice mails from him. "You might wanna call me." "I'd like to talk to you."
It's not hard to ignore him, because I've been...
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parks:
I'm sorry,
It makes me sad when parents make their kids feel blue
It makes me sad when parents make their kids feel blue
So I haven't very much to say as of recent.
Job hunting is a complete disaster.
No luck what so ever.
2 specific people wont stop calling my cell phone.
and by "wont stop" i mean, it's a bad thing.
ah shit, now they're leaving me messages.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PEOPLE?
Yesterday, despite the ginormous heat index, I put effort into calling a...
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Job hunting is a complete disaster.
No luck what so ever.
2 specific people wont stop calling my cell phone.
and by "wont stop" i mean, it's a bad thing.
ah shit, now they're leaving me messages.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PEOPLE?
Yesterday, despite the ginormous heat index, I put effort into calling a...
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yuriel:
heh block their number and delete their stuff. if they keep it up or you cant block them politely call and tell them to stop, if they persist, tell them youll call the police next time they do it. if that doesnt stop them the jailtime would.
sorry about the jobhunt. its the same for most of us. minefield. total wreck. impossibility. -stab-
people are..... hell.......
i hate this heat the nice rainy gray weather all day has.... kinda made me feel all soft and content inside yet.... yeah. but... why would I -want- sunny days. i cant stand heat. and i normally sleep al day anywho.
i know how it feels wanting someone to talk to.... and not being able to listen properly or act on the advice and likewise deal with someone you so wish you could help but cant.
i would indeed love to give and recieve said treatment. its the least that can be done to improve this dump of a world.
good luck on the apps and washing it all away in a nice warm shower.
sorry about the jobhunt. its the same for most of us. minefield. total wreck. impossibility. -stab-
people are..... hell.......
i hate this heat the nice rainy gray weather all day has.... kinda made me feel all soft and content inside yet.... yeah. but... why would I -want- sunny days. i cant stand heat. and i normally sleep al day anywho.
i know how it feels wanting someone to talk to.... and not being able to listen properly or act on the advice and likewise deal with someone you so wish you could help but cant.
i would indeed love to give and recieve said treatment. its the least that can be done to improve this dump of a world.
good luck on the apps and washing it all away in a nice warm shower.
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mutiny:
*stares*
*sigh*
oh, how i wish that camera was MINE.
shhhh.
pee.eesss... i miss you more.
*sigh*
oh, how i wish that camera was MINE.
shhhh.
pee.eesss... i miss you more.
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uncaringmachine:
what do you know now that you didn't know then? That the world can be a really shitty place? Well DUH!
escottie:
that's one beautiful picture of a girl deep in thought. wow.
I don't know how confident I am about how that interview went. Phone interviews are weird, and I don't see how they could express certain things over the phone. No facial expressions, mostly just words.
In any case, I did the interview..and hopefully all goes well with it. Maybe I'll have a semi-decent job, and maybe I won't. We'll see.
In other news, Apnea did...
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I have to update.
So the other day, while I was out downtown, I noticed that this place Indian Weavings was hiring. So I filled out an application and put it in like half an hour later on. I just got a wakeup call this morning about a phone interview for there on Wednesay at 10:15 a.m. Holy shit. The morning! And.. at around 11...
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So the other day, while I was out downtown, I noticed that this place Indian Weavings was hiring. So I filled out an application and put it in like half an hour later on. I just got a wakeup call this morning about a phone interview for there on Wednesay at 10:15 a.m. Holy shit. The morning! And.. at around 11...
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billybillybilly:
Haha. I was JUST going to say pretty much exactly what Pie just did. 
parks:
I hardly ever have sex dreams about people I actually like or am actually having sex with. It's always weird random people who have no buisness being in my dreams.
the dreams are fun to laugh about though
the dreams are fun to laugh about though
So I finally broke up with him. Yeah, I did the stupid thing any girl would do and I ran back to his warm embrace expecting something better than what there was the first time. It was good for a little while.. I felt loved, wanted, needed. All of that. But getting past that, I felt absolutely no respect what so ever. When you're with...
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billybillybilly:
I'm talking to you RIGHT now. Yes I am. And that's more than fine.
undeserving:
eh, it gets better....at least that's what they keep telling me.
my best friend's boyfriend just got out of AA less than a week ago. they weren't supposed to even talk to each other for the time that he was living with his sponsor and shit. she's really worried now that the person she fell in love with and what he wanted when he was drunk every day for the year and a half they were together will be different now.
guess the point is, just step back for a while till you find something that isn't going to be causing undue stress in your life.
my best friend's boyfriend just got out of AA less than a week ago. they weren't supposed to even talk to each other for the time that he was living with his sponsor and shit. she's really worried now that the person she fell in love with and what he wanted when he was drunk every day for the year and a half they were together will be different now.
guess the point is, just step back for a while till you find something that isn't going to be causing undue stress in your life.
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billybillybilly:
Working early is sucky for that reason. Makes me haveta get off the computer early. I do wanna go to LaCrosse, just not sure if it'll work.
We'll see though.
We'll see though.
alcoholickitten:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! OH, and by the way you did a rockin' job on Mutiny's hair!!
Past couple of days.. + and -'s:
+Shopping
+Warped Tour
+The Horrorpops
+Best people ever
+billybillybilly
+Pink Floyd undies
+Chocolate Brownie Cake for breakfast.. w00t
-stomach ache/head pain after horrorpops played
-missing someone to be close to
-not dying my hair some new funky color for at least another month >.<
-running out of money
-job hunting soon
In other news.. I almost got...
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+Shopping
+Warped Tour
+The Horrorpops
+Best people ever
+billybillybilly
+Pink Floyd undies
+Chocolate Brownie Cake for breakfast.. w00t
-stomach ache/head pain after horrorpops played
-missing someone to be close to
-not dying my hair some new funky color for at least another month >.<
-running out of money
-job hunting soon
In other news.. I almost got...
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shawn_:
Happy Birthday.
anishka:
Happy late birthday, and same to you pretty girl! It was awesome to meet you! If it wasn't so freakin hot out I woulda stayed and chatted but we ended up leaving at three. I didn't feel so well...
I almost kinda met patricia, she was in a hurry...so it didnt work out so well...
but anyways!
I almost kinda met patricia, she was in a hurry...so it didnt work out so well...
but anyways!
3 days till my birthday. not including today.
what is everybody gonna get me?
what is everybody gonna get me?
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parks:
yeah, sorry about that I was trying so hard not to be rude with my texts that I forgot about the people sitting next to me
