sarahphina

i feel stoopid.
i freaked out last night on sean and i dont normally do crazy shit like that. what the fuck is up with me? god. he has an ex that he dated for 5 years, they broke up 2 months ago and he's dating me now. his ex it fucking psycho. seriously.. and we went back to his house last night to get his cell and she was there and so then we left and he called his friend and said to say i was with the friend, not him. pissed me off. understandable right? yah so i ask him are you broken up or not and he said "we are aske all my friends". i know they are i just dont know what the fuck it up right. he was supposed to spend the night at the apartment with me but then get this. i started to cry yah me. started to fucking bawl like a baby because i didnt want him to go. i never fucking act like this!!!

maybe its because im over worked and tired and just moved into a place where i dont have a tv, computer, or even a sterio. i dont fucking know but he left. and said "ill call you later" so i dont expect to hear from him for at least 2 weeks. sucks cus i really like this guy and i freaked him out.
freaked myself out for that matter. what the hell.