sarahphina

fuck.
i am so stupid.
"tell me if you get tired of me cus i dont want to go insane wondering if you are"

"oh no tooty i can never get tired of you. i love you, i want to marry you, we are gunna be together. i cant picture my life without you"

"yah noodle i know. i feel the same, i love you too. i want to have all your babies, i just feel like this is final. like we're at the end of a long race"

"yah tooty me too"

.... what a load of horse shit.
ok you feel the same? then why, a month later, you tell me that you dont feel the same as usual. that you feel different about everything. dont fuckin lie to me, you feel different about us. you regret having my heart in the fuckin palm of your hand. you cant handle the long distance but if it really was love like on my fucking part you could of handled. you could have been a better person.
dont fucking tell me you love me and want to get married then all of a sudden say " you do your thing and ill do mine and then lets see from there"

no. how about that?
no and fuck you.