sarahd

So its my Friday and im so thankful, i get to sleep in tommorrow and get drunk tonight and not have to worry about going into work with a hangover. Axel is coming over tonight to keep me company so that should be nice ~ i could use some strong arms right now. I slowly feel like i am coming around and its nice to be finally happy again, and not have to worry about people who are dragging you down, cause they are now dragging themselves down. I was told for the last few years of my life i needed counseling and such, but i never really did. The people telling me this were the ones who really needed it.....emotionless, spineless, and SAD. People like that you dont need, they only kill you down in the end, and drain you emotionally and physically. People change and right before your eyes ~ its just too bad. and sometimes its not for the better, i have now experienced this. I now know you have to pick selectively who you want to invest all your time and energy into. Cause in the end they just might end up being a wolf in sheeps clothing.....pretending the whole time, and never really caring for you. Sorry i blabbered, but dammit it felt good. Hope you all have a great weekend.

Ps.....

I have come to the conclusion im a fattie and need to start doing some serious exercises. I have gained 10 lbs since June. I moved some stuff last night and was breaking a sweat 10 minutes into packing boxes. I mean come on now, thats PATHETIC. Thats not even hard labor..arrrggg



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