sarah

so i had this dream last night that we all worked in this huge haunted house together. every room was a different girl with a different theme and she would put on a show for you. the rooms were haunted and sometimes we would be chased out but ususally we knew how to get along with whatever else was occupying this mansion. anyway, i just thought it was kind of cool that i had a dream that involved all of suicide girls.
i've been thinking a lot about the idea of time...we all know time is relative and that being said if we had a set ethos of sorts regarding the passing of time why couldn't we control it even in some small way-think about when we were children, a week took forever to pass, but now a year goes by while we're not looking.
i guess time has been passing differently for me because i don't have a job or a set routine, so i take each day kind of hour by hour -trying to come up with things to do that don't involve money since i have none.
i walked in forest park in the pouring rain for about three hours the other day. i walked around with one of my favorite people in the world and got completely soaked and then rode really far back home and made peanut stirfry and jasmine tea. that was the first time i this year i forgot about the rain and just had a good time-what a perfect fucking day...
camille i miss you...